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Thursday, July 27, 2006

對我而言,這是一個天大的遺憾。我終于明白上帝那個時候爲什麽那麽地眷顧我。
考試之餘還能去香港旅行,去看演唱會,成績還不會太差。
在其了一百多封的求職信后,終于有公司打來找我去面試,而且還是我在上海的時候。
更難得的是在我回來之後,他們又打來了。
之後我有兩個很不錯的選擇。
又順利地進了現在的公司。
那時的我心想:我到底做了什麽好事啊?居然能如此幸運?
現在才發現,這一切的一切原來都是爲了補償我現在的遺憾。我曾經揚言不能再讓這種遺憾重演一次,但我始終做不到。這也許對多數人來説是一件小事。我也希望這樣的想法有一天也會侵蝕我的腦袋。很難過,很不爽,很想說“很後悔”,可是我一定要撐到底 -- 絕不說後悔!

Friday, July 21, 2006

A Summary

Finally updating this blog after 2 weeks~~ Not that nothing eventful had happened... Just that don't have the mood to... Many things happened actually~~ Just to update a few!!

I have recently started watching this Jap Drama I bought from Shanghai 2months ago -- 1 Litre of Tears:
Cried like mad!!!! I am very very sure I shed more than 1 litre of tears! I cried until my eyes felt sore when I put on my contact lens the next day. I cried until my area just beneath my eyes hurt when I apply moisturiser on it. I am now at episode 7. 4 more to go! This is definitely the drama that made me cried the most!!! I am going to get the book to see how is the original like. Also!!! The theme songs of this drama are GREAT!!! the very typical Japanese kind of folk songs!! My Favourite genre of music!!!

I went to a highly-exclusive place last week -- the Cockpit:
Yes!!! I can't believe I actually got the chance to went into the Cockpit of a plane!!! Thanks to my assistant manager and the maintainence engineer!!! Its a place where few can actually go in, esp. after the 911 incident (this is what I was told~) Special permission is needed. So cool man!!! And thanks to the engineer for letting took some photos!!! ;DDD

I injured both my knees:
I can't believe that I fell on my knees thrice over a span of 5 days!!! And the cause of my falls -- the ribbons on my shoes... I kept tripping over it!!! Now one of my knee is terribly blue black... the other one is badly bruised... I felt so damn stupid!!!!

I finally got something to keep me MORE busy at work -- Recruitment @ JAL:
I must say... the feeling of looking at photos, eliminating faces I don't like was simply Great!! hahaha... Ok~ I know I am evil... But this is what happen when you have a recruitment campaign mah~~ After the selections, have to prepare letters, sent out those letters etc...
I even have to come back to office 4hours earlier to rush those things... Of which I took 1 hour to meet Wenning for lunch and send her off~ Now I am of course very free... waiting for 1130pm to come...

I cannot describe how terrible I am feeling this whole week -- having to miss FFH:
Before sending Wenning off today, I sent Ah Tan off on Wed... And coincidentally, met fellow forumers and sent them off as well... :'((((( I just felt like the whole world is leaving for Taiwan and the pathetic me is being left behind... Although work and colleagues were fine... I couldn't help sobbing when the thought of my friends enjoying themselves in Taiwan!!!!! Yes.. I do feel terrible but surprisingly... I did not regret my choice... I guess this is only the beginning... Such choices, or even tougher ones will come along the way. I will just have to make my choice.

Yes. I have officially graduated. The day I wore my robe, I really felt so so touched... Sitting in the hall, looking back at my years in NUS, believe it or not... I teared... Not because my life in NUS was wonderful... Mostly because I have not disappoint my parents. Life in NUS was actually quite shitty... Looking back at the events that took place in Yr 1, 2 and 3... I can't imagine how much I have gone through... and how much I have aged... I can still see the childish me in Yr 1... Now, I am already working. It is really a very big gap from Yr 1 to Yr 3. May I wish those who are entering uni, fruitful years ahead. Uni is a place where you really have to come face to face with becoming an adult. I can still remember 2 months ago, when my flight touched down in Sg after my Shanghai trip, I cried on the plane... For the first time, I realised I am now a working adult, no longer a student who feeds on family, play irresponsible. The touched-down of the plane signified the end of my holiday, signified the beginning of a new chapter in my life.

Lastly, I continue to thank GOD for His blessings all these while.. I had learnt many memorable lessons. I had been given TONS and TONS of blessings!! I know that the path in front of me will get more n more difficult. I also know that GOD will be there with me more and more.

Friday, July 07, 2006

I am surprise how many sluts I have met in just 1 night.

Went back to CAC FOC in the past few days. Something strike me after those visits.
I came to realise how fortunate I am to have met friends who had been true to me. There are some pathetic people out there who barely have any friends who truly cares for them. Reason being, they themselves did not bother to truly care for others right from the very start. The most important thing to such people is making sure he/she is likable to every single person that cross their paths. For some reasons, majority of such people are females. Here are some of the features to look out for:
1) They enjoy holding hands with their girl friends.
2) They love looking at you and say "Are u ok?", "Take care k", "rest well ok" in the sweetest possible voice.
3) They can't bear to be alone for 1 sec. They have to be part of a group even if they belong to the outcast in that group. They will still grab somebody to talk to them.
4) They love to victimise themselves or try their best to look frail, to convince others that they are always the ones being hurt.
5) They love backstabbing people whom they are nice to. (of course the one being backstabbed will not be able to see this feature)

Beware of ppl with the above features. And to those who are stupid and innocent enough to fall into these traps, I pity you. You may think that all these are my own prejudiced opinions, so be it. I am not a nice person that can make everybody likes me. To many, I may just be a stubborn, bad-tempered bitch. I shall not defend myself. But I do believe that being able to differentiate what's good and what's bad, what's real and what's fake is a capability given by GOD. As for which are the things that are bad and fake, I have my own set of rules. Some of yours may differ from mine and that is your business.