生命到底是什麽？你能告訴我嗎？

It's been awhile...

2009-03-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

It's indeed been quite awhile since I updated this blog. Especially since I have another blog @ http://png14.multiply.com This is the blog I update more regularly.

For those that do not know that blog, it's ok. I think I will start to be pretty active with blogspot soon... As for the reason.. shhh..... let's keep it a secret for the time being. Wait till the time is right ;)

Just to sign off... I muttered a prayer for all my dear friends out there. May you all be safe, healthy and live a purposeful life. I am trying to live mine to the fullest. Hope you will too.

能不能

2008-12-20T21:04:00.005+08:00

如果你在某一個人的心中佔據一個重要的位置，你應該會覺得很榮幸吧?
而如果是你喜歡的人，除了榮幸，應該還有滿滿的幸福.
身為普通人，我也會有這樣的奢望.
幻想自己一直是你心裡最重要的，不管在什麽情況下，你都會以我為優先.
當然我很清楚地知道幻想是不可能成真的. 因爲在你生命裡確實還有比我更重要的人和事.
那麽能不能有時，偶爾，讓我覺得我是有一點重要的? 久久一次就夠了. 真的.
能不能不要在把其他事都解決了之後才理會身邊的我?
能不能不要在把所有的事都完成了之後才想到還有一個我?
能不能不要在安排好了和其他人見面的日子之後才把我列入行程表内?
我不介意一個星期只見一次面，我不介意不牽手，我不介意你不願意把我們的事告訴你的朋友和家人，我不介意我喜歡你多過你喜歡我.
我的不介意，沒有原因，也不求回報.
而在我心裡也只有一個疑問 -- 能不能對我好一點?

Hi！普通朋友.

2008-11-08T00:09:00.003+08:00

這兩個月裡我開心，傷心，難過統統都嘗過. 笑過也哭過. At the end of the day, 我只想問, 我到底算什麽? 女朋友? HA~ 我不想說"我受了很多委屈"這種話. 我甚至不允許自己有這種想法. 你不把我們的關係告訴你的朋友和家人，我尊重你. 你說不能牽手，我不介意. 這些在別人眼中無法接受的行爲，我都接受. 我不能接受的是你對我的不重視. 我知道你喜歡我. 只不過你還不願意把我看得重要一些，你還不願意花多一點時間在我身上，你還不願意 go an extra mile for me，你還不願意爲了我而調整你原有的生活. 我說"還"... 因爲我一直相信總有一天，你會做得到. 但漸漸地，我發現我的期待只換來失望. 我真的已經不知道我們這段關係到底還有什麽意義. 我曾經告訴過自己，perhaps this is your character，我應該學著接受. But I just can't convince myself.

Maybe this is retribution. 我之前傷害了一個既肯爲了花多一點時間陪我而放下其他事，又肯盡一切所能讓我開心的人. 現在輪到被一個我喜歡卻不肯在我身上花多一點時間，不在乎我感受的人傷害. 而且對這個人來説，我不是女朋友，也不是好朋友，我只是一個他喜歡的普通朋友.

此刻的心情

2008-10-12T21:07:00.003+08:00

這是兩首我最近聽到的歌.一首比較新，一首也不過幾個月.
聼的時候，感觸很深. 我想說給某人聼，卻又不知道應該說給誰聼.
只好寫在這裡.

"猜不透你最近時好時壞的沉默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心上了鎖
猜不透相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸是真的是熱的
如果忽近忽遠的灑脫是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過"

"望著天空愛是否活在童話裡頭
小王子說有些事流浪過才會懂
原來每顆心都有個洞
找不到真愛會一直寂寞

我但願有一個人在等我
在屬於我的612星球
好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走
不快樂至少要有夢
一定會有一個人在等我
無條件擁抱著我的所有
相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘
花別謝太快請你等等我

擦乾眼淚一個人漂流在這宇宙
小王子說愛一定開在某個角落
路上相愛的人那麽多
我會幸福嗎在什麽時候"

5th Sep 2008

2008-09-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

September has always been a busy month all these years.
5 good friend's birthday... lots of meet-ups, lots of gift-buying.
Now... there is one more. :p
I will remember this day as a day I ended my twenty-three years and ten months singlehood.

一直以來，我只是單純的希望找一個我喜歡，也喜歡我的人.
如今我找到了. 那我還在等什麽呢?
我之前想太多，顧慮太多，不小心遺忘了當初那份簡單的心願.
未來的日子裡或許仍然充滿著問號，但是我不怕!
因爲我知道 GOD will be there for me, for us.
現在我只想好好地珍惜這份得來不易的緣分.
感謝上帝，感謝主. Amen!

黃佩蓉，你真的很難搞耶!

2008-08-11T14:23:00.002+08:00

以前你喜歡的人不喜歡你，你哭~
可是為什麽現在跟喜歡你的人說你不喜歡他，你也哭呢？
大笨蛋！
大白吃！
無聊鬼！
話才說出口，馬上就後悔了~ 你可以再沒用一點~
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他問我可不可以給他第二次機會...
但是我覺得這第二次機會不是我給的，是要他自己爭取的.
想了整晚，我想如果他願意再試一次，我會把機會給他，也會把機會給自己.

I did it

2008-08-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

After considering over the past few wks.... I am finally determined enough to pluck up my courage to give him a proper rejection... He is very eligible... someone that fits all my criteria... but i just don't feel anything >"<
i dunno what's wrong with me man....
i was actually very worried that i will regret this decision down the road... but i guess i will never noe if i don't do it...
besides... i really think it's unfair if i just keep him hanging there...
i am really really REALLY very sorry!!!!!!
i guess i m just 犯賤... ppl treat me nicely i don't want.. die oso wanna go after somebody who is not interested in me :(

dun wanna say liao... just take note that I cried n cried while writing this blog..... I am really really very very sorry that I've hurt someone so much... someone who has been really nice n sweet to me... probably i won't be able to meet someone like this anymore.. and by then i will noe it's my 報應...

2008-08-04T20:49:00.003+08:00

I don't like confrontation... most of the time I will just hide or escape from all kinds of confrontation... I simply don't enjoy ppl smacking into my face with truth, unkind words, kind words, criticism etc. In another words, I prefer things to be done or msg passed through in a subtle way. But today... something got into me and I decided to come face to face with it. It's something I've never done before... I guess it's because I really had enough of it? After countless sms and emails, I decided to put all these to a stop. Especially when I realised lies and "traps" were involved...

But after some communication, 我又心軟了. This is bad... I am not sure if I handled this situation in the best way (most probably not.. since i am a newbie). But I think I am pretty good in acting... So to continue pretending nothing ever took place shouldn't be difficult...

Anyway... today is damn bloody shitty!!! A few of my colleagues will be leaving by my month end... they are ppl whom I am really close to... and they are leaving.. morale just dropped to negative... :((( why like that? Why issit that history has to repeat itself? Can I just leave everything behind and run away as well? It's in time like this.. where i just feel like accepting someone, get married and heck care all the work in office >"< Usually I will just cry it out... If I am having such thoughts... believe me... situation is beyond control...

It's been a while

2008-08-03T23:59:00.003+08:00

The last time I went for church service was in Aug/Sep 2005... 3 yrs ago! That's really long... Although my faith is still as strong.. I don't know what have I been doing... I guess 1) Ppl who invited me to church, are all from my previous church. 2) No other friends to bring me to other church. There were times where I doubted myself: Was it a wrong decision to leave that church? After several prayers, the answer I got from my Lord is evident - No.

I wanna thank God for being so patient and forgiving these 3 years. Although I haven't been growing very much sprititually these few years, He never left me. That's probably because He knows the faith that's in me. I must confess. At times, it's just plain laziness. I guess it's time to for a change. God chose this time for me to meet Jingyu. I believe He did it for a reason. I shall keep myself in prayers and scriptures to find out. Although the sermon wasn't like the best I've attended, and the format is very much like my previous churches, it is milder. Here is a song they sang at closing today. And it happens to be my FAVOURITE song since sec sch!!

My All in All

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up again I bless Your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down You pick me up
When I am dry You fill my cup
You are my all in all

Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is Your name

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On another note, I have been kind of busy this whole week. Haven't really had time to accompany my Dad, who is back for my Grandma's birthday. Went to work at 8am on Mon, Tue and Thurs... Went dinner with my darlings, colleagues and some other ppl... It's kind of overwhelming for a 宅女 like me... But then again.. I did enjoy them all. Be it a group outing or 1-2-1 date, I enjoyed the company. Speaking of 1-2-1 date... As per my 姐妹(Jeremy Kang)'s definition, date is just 2 person going out, without any hidden agenda or any underlying meaning, just simply a dinner or a movie with a normal friend. I am starting to understand this more and more! And I do agree to his definition more and more! Of course I enjoy some (in fact just that ONE) to some others more. But since there isn't any hidden agenda, I shan't be imagining things too much. But but but!! Can I have more (of that ONE date)? :p

2008-07-31T22:12:00.003+08:00

上回説道台北迪化街有閒城隍廟，裡頭所供奉的月老聽説非常靈驗. 我的一位同事，拜了之後的一個月就認識了她的男朋友. 聼了之後，我和另外兩位同事都超想去試一試! 但最後，我成了攝影師. 因爲我信基督~ 拜這種東西是不對的. 我真的真的真的沒有拜哦! 所以我確定這一個星期所發生的事都是我親愛的上帝給予我的獎勵. 兩個人，兩個我認識沒多久的人，兩個截然不同的身份背景.
爲什麽要在同一時間發生呢？一定要讓我做選擇嗎？如果真的是這樣，我兩個都不選的幾率應該是最高的吧...
我要對其中一個說: 爲什麽是現在? 我只希望你不會受到傷害. 所以讓一切維持現狀好嗎?
我要對另外一個說: 謝謝你的好，但是我真的不知道何以回報. 我也同樣不希望看到你受到傷害.
不論結局如何，我暫時不去想. 就先讓我自私地享受這過程吧! 反正到時候，上帝又會對我有所啓示的! 謝啦!

2008-07-27T02:22:00.002+08:00

Dear 上帝,

你是不是很高興我在台灣的時候沒有去拜月老？一定是對不對!???!
我應該跟你說聲謝謝吧?
可是平時我掛在嘴邊的那些話，只不過是開玩笑的啊~ 真的不需要... 我說真的!!!
你應該也知道嘛~ 不是嗎？
Anyway... 能不能麻煩你告訴我，現在應該怎麽辦啊？

超困惑的佩蓉敬上

A Overseas Trip I enjoyed LEAST

2008-07-25T21:34:00.003+08:00

Yup! It's the Taiwan trip!! I don't remember saying any overseas trip being unpleasant.... But for this one... my answer to everybody's question of "好玩嗎？" is "不好玩" After a somewhat in-depth analysis... I came out with Three Main Reasons...

Reason ONE: The Company
This trip was made up of my colleagues... 2 already left the firm, 1 went to another dpt, 1 still in the same team as me. I realised that it takes more than colleagues/ex-colleagues to go travel together. As I have wrote in my past entry regarding one particula ex-colleague... I am totally turned off with EVERYTHING he did during the trip... The other one oso!!! HAIYAH!! it's basically everybody!!! So I guess I should just stick to my best friends when it comes to travelling together.

Reason TWO: The Weather
Just 2 days before we set off, Taiwan was down with typhoon... But when we arrive, the sky was SO blue that I can hardly find any cloud!!! Whole Taipei is like an oven, slowing baking it's people... madness!!!! This is so much worse than sunny island Singapore!!!!! It's not just the heat!! Although it's 10degrees lower than that of Grand Canyon last Aug... The humidity in Taiwan acts like a catalyst, diminishing your good mood and patience expotentially... And one more thing!!!! my complexion is now in a COMPLETE MESS!!!! I never had such a terrible outbreak in my 24yrs of living!!! Not even during puberty or during my menses every month!!! I am giving myself 1 wk! to clear up the mess!!! Damn the weather!!!

Reason THREE: The 4th time to Taiwan (the 3rd time in 15mths)
I don't feel like I was going for a holiday at all.. I was just going somewhere which I've not been for some time.... It's like me going to Tampines or Sembawang... No excitement at all. So in order not to feel this way again, I have decided to stop going to Taiwan for the time being... (at least 2 yrs) Unless it's work-related of course...

6 more days to Taiwan

2008-07-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

I've booked the air tix of this trip last year!! -_-
Very kiasu... i noe... now i very regret!!

not that I can't make it anymore.. on the contrary, I think i will be happier if I really cannot make it! It suddenly occurs to me that I am going on a trip with 3 people which I hardly talk to nowadays... ever since that KTV incident...

many ask me why am I still angry... I dunno how to answer oso.. initially of course is because they put us aeroplane and nv apologise! nope! till now they still yet to apologise! I am particularly angry by someone's sms abt Celest ba... all those sms just slapped right into my face, as if telling me "this person is befriending you only because he is interested in my best friend"!!!

All of a sudden, I felt damn disgusted! Yeah~ come to think of it, it's really that case! He just gives ppl the untrustworthy kind of feel... so if that's the case, I think it's really difficult for me to treat him as my friend. Seems like every word he says, there are some hidden agenda to it... Seems like everything he told me about, he is just hoping that I can convey it to Celest(so that Celest will think it's such a waste to not choose him over her boyfriend)... I am really SICK & TIRED of these!!! and now... I have to go Taiwan with THIS person??? My goodness!!! Not to mention all the extreme character flaws that tested my tolerance...

So~ Dear God... Please please please bless me with calmness, patience and the abililty to forgive over the next two weeks... I don't care what we become after next Thursday.. friends, no friends... dun care!!! I just pray that I won't lose my cool while in Taiwan.. It's been awhile since I really tour Taiwan... please don't make this trip an unpleasant one...

2008-06-30T21:54:00.002+08:00

I am used to ppl saying Christians should only marry Christians... When I used to attend church, cell leaders, pastors etc.. all say that if the person is not a Christians, you shouldn't even think about it. All these years, I thought that kind of thinking is too stubborn. I always thought my other half doesn't have to be a Christian. As long as he respect me as a Christian, gives me the freedom, I will be contented.

However, recent observations made me realised, I am probably wrong. As of what kind of observations? SHHHH...... 不能說的秘密...

In conclusion, I am starting to believe that if my other half is a Christian, I will be happier...

只要真心地付出，幸福就會來敲門?

2008-06-27T00:11:00.003+08:00

"因爲我沒有朋友" - 我這陣子最常說的一句話.

很多人都以爲我在開玩笑. 可是每當這句話從我嘴裏說出時，我都是認真的.
本人性格相當孤僻，不喜歡交新朋友. 我覺得維持一段友誼是費時費力的. 而且付出到底也不見得能得到多少回報. 我也打從心底真心地認爲，能成爲我朋友的人都是天地下最好的人.因爲他們容忍得了我的缺點和脾氣. 雖然偶爾還是會失望~ 我想會感到失望是自己活該吧. 如果我沒有期望又哪來的失望呢? 對待朋友不應該都是沒有什麽期望的嗎?

這些年來，我學會放下了. 心裏一直盤算著的人是永遠都不會快樂的. 可是容許我在今天發一個小牢騷：
擁有駕照以來，我都是不吝嗇地載送大家. 尤其是過了半夜，搭計程車很貴，只要我有車，不管大家的家有多遠. 就算市區離我家只有10分鐘，我還是會花30分鐘，不在乎車油錢，先把你們送回家. 當然這是我自願的. 因爲我覺得這是我對朋友的一種關心，也因爲你們是我朋友，所以我義不容辭. 久而久之，大家也都習慣了. 我從來沒有介意過. 就算我得騙我父母說我沒有送你們回家，就算父母一直罵我笨. 可是我卻認爲朋友之間不應該計較這些. 那我可以問你們一個問題嗎? 如果有車的人是你，你也會如此嗎? 我一直都以爲你們也會. 但是我今天才意識到，其實未必. 不是說我會和你計較你有沒有送我回家. 你們應該知道我一定不會答應的. 我失望的是，就連隨口問一聲都沒有. 好朋友，好姐妹，原來是我自己一廂情願.

當然，我不會因爲這件事就停止我的習慣. 這是我對你們的付出. 至於能夠得到多少，I don't care. 因爲我珍惜你們. 就算我沒有你們的男朋友重要，I still love you guys! 而且我始終相信，總有一天，有人會看到我的付出，有人會知道我的用心. 只是，我能等到那一天嗎? 幸福真的會來敲門嗎? I can only pray...

PS: 不是因爲我天生把錢看得不重要，整天把車開來開去不是我愛炫耀，不是因爲我時間多可以為任何人東奔西跑，不是因爲我喜歡等人所以不介意人家遲到. 只要有心每個人都做得到. 而我之所以辦得到，只因你們對我很重要.

2008-06-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

最近上班的心情有點不同.
比之前快樂很多點.
因爲走了某人，也因爲有了某人.

但是這幾天好累，好疲倦，眼睛永遠無法睜開.
因爲迷上一部偶像劇 - 命中注定我愛你.
堅持一天内看完11集，即使隔天要上班，仍然看到淩晨3點才肯入睡.
我活該.
希望這個星期接下來的幾天，能夠讓我好好補充睡眠.
精神奕奕地迎接下個星期的到來.

2008-06-01T00:35:00.003+08:00

This will only be aired in Taiwan tomorrow!!!
No idea how did some fans got hold of it.. But luckily I went to ptt quick enough!! If not will probably miss this 獨家!! hahaa.. It's really a GREAT clip!!!

Once again... the leading position and spotlight is on Ashin again... hai..... but nvm!!! Can see that all 5 of them has TREMENDOUS improvement in their acting!! cool!!! All 5　of them are just so handsome in suits!!!

A few scenes that I personally love!!

1) Ashin waiting for Masa to deliver the document. He showed the panic expression and when Masa arrived, he gave Masa a hug which Masa brushed it off XDDD

2) Stone and Guai Shou wiped their sweat with Ashin's sleeves!!! Ashin was like staring at his sleeves when Stone did it... But when Ashin tried doing the same, the two just walk away~ SO SO CUTE!!!!

3) When the 4 of them line themselves to make Ashin a cup of coffee. Guai Shou stirred the coffee with a ladle taken from his mouth, Masa took a sip and Ashin stared at the cup! It's cute too!!! Masa's body language so 隨性!!

4) Ashin standing in the rain. This is the first time I see him so 狼狽 XD

5) My FAVOURITE SCENE (which I think is most ppl's fav) Ashin fell ill and the rest of them helped him out with his work!! SO TOUCHING!!! SO 溫馨!!! And Ashin's expression when he lay there looking at them... His 眼神 and the way he 抿嘴!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! SO SWEET!!!! It's really a scene where I 羡慕 them alot!!! They are so so close!! Although this is just an advertisement, I am sure they are very much like that in real life!! That's ultimately what I love about them ^_^
五月天加油!! 友誼長存! 我也要加油！！！

久別重逢的一位故人

2008-05-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

6個星期前，在飛往吉隆坡的旅程中，我差點和晶真說了一件讓我不知道怎麽開口的事. 但最後我卻説了一件非常真實的心願. 我想再次和他相遇. 我已經快4年沒有和他面對面了. 這4年裡，我常常會碰到他身邊的朋友，可是不知道爲什麽上帝就是偏偏不讓我碰到他~ 新加坡不是很小嗎？

4個星期前，我和3位朋友執行一場瘋狂任務時，上帝真的讓我遇到他!!!當時的我剛和晶真通完電話，一個人走進書店，正要走到書店的另一端去找她~ 電話一掛，突然眼角隱約看見了一張熟悉的臉. 那張臉也正靜悄悄地往反方向轉去. 我肯定他也看到我，但也和我一樣假裝沒看見. 結果我腳才剛踏入，就馬上做了180度的U轉，走出書店. 執行瘋狂任務的時候，都沒有什麽感覺，可是在那一刻，我變得不知所措，呼吸急促.

這時候我也終于了解爲什麽這4年來我和他會那麽的沒有緣. 因爲我真的還沒準備好. 我始終不知道要用什麽樣的心情去面對. 一想起多年前的那個事件，我就覺得無地自容，很想把自己埋起來 :(

以後再碰面時，可不可以不要再有這種感覺呢？拜托拜托!

2008-05-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

最近的生活還挺有趣的!
不論是工作，朋友，家人或偶像，我覺得圍繞在身邊的人，事，物，都精彩極了!
雖然不見得都是好事，最起碼讓我每天都有所期待地從床上爬起來.

我說過很多次，我是一個很悶的人，如果沒有這群朋友，沒有現在這個嗜好，我想我大概會無聊到窒息吧~
這一個星期所發生的事，有的瘋狂，有的無聊，有的幼稚，有的誇張.
有的讓人興奮，有的讓人抓狂，有的讓人氣爆血管，有的讓人啼笑皆非.
不管你屬於那個類別，我都要說謝謝你，讓我平淡無奇的日子有了起伏.
就像是為心臟衰竭的病人，注入了救命的電擊.

想知道事情的詳細内容，恕我無可奉告.
換做以前，我想我真的會把一切詳述一番. 現在的我已經沒那個精力了.
或許是因爲我真的越來越看得開了吧~
說的難聽一點，I don't give a damn anymore.

現在的我，只知道誰是我想要珍惜的人，只知道要為什麽事努力. (雖然我的人生目標還有待確認.)
但是我又非常了解世事皆隨緣這個道理. 我知道我所經歷的一切都是由上帝策劃.
很多人都說，生命是由自己控制的... 但對我而言，這樣的活著真的好累...

說著說著，真的累了.
Goodnight daddy, goodnight mummy, goodnight ah tan, goodnight Jz, goodnight yurong, goodnight celest, goodnight eugene, goodnight adam, goodnight ah matt.

goodbye my taiwanese friends.

快要結束了

2008-04-24T00:03:00.002+08:00

以爲過了兩天，心情會好一些，沒想到變得更糟.
今天上了一整天的班，很充實. 雖然身邊圍繞著一些小人，最起碼時間還不算難過.
當所有人都走了之後，我開始發神經了.
我發現我不能自己一個人. 尤其是一個人聼音樂.
這是我第一次失望得那麽徹底. 我不知道要怎麽形容這種心情. 我只但願一切趕快過去.
一切趕快離開我的腦袋，只留下那些原本屬於我的回憶.

2008-04-21T23:45:00.003+08:00

這件事兩年前就已經知道了...
可是爲什麽在兩年后的會爲了一些詳細的内容而感到難過，失望？
一直以來，我都告訴自己不要把這件事看得太重，可是我真的真的做不到...
我知道我很幼稚，可是就是控制不了！沒辦法不去想...
所以我決定了... 這次過後，就算有千百個不原意，千萬個不捨得，我也得放手了...
我不能再繼續活在幻想中，那只會浪費時間，浪費生命.
再見了，我最美好的夢...在美的夢到最後還不是要醒過來...

突然很想見到你 - 我是幸運的

2008-01-03T02:06:00.000+08:00

你也許會說，我是瘋狂的。
他也許會說，我是無聊的。
但是我卻説，我是幸運的。

因爲晶真& Ah Tan, 我認識了台灣的大家。
也因爲我認識了大家，我能夠在2008年1月1號淩晨度過了一個"死而無憾"的夜晚。

謝謝你們每一位。幫我買票的，到車站接我的，幫我排隊的，幫我拿號碼牌的，幫我從C區混進A區的，讓我從C區混進A區的，你們所做的一切都讓我覺得我愧對了大家。

當然，我還得謝謝台上使勁全力的每一位。

明明是音樂家，卻被說成是吉野家的任性偶像。
在2008年1月1號抽了他人生最後一根菸的"楊宗緯"。
認爲自己正處於人生幸福巔峰的好好先生。
在2007年不小心吃了很多口屎，整晚情緒低落到不行的團長。
歌詞記不住，把"感覺"說成"感錢" 心情超漂亮的串場主持人。
希望五月天能趕快完成新專輯的合音天使兼歌迷。
從前是張信哲的合音，聼了五月天的歌曲之後變年輕的40嵗阿伯。
全場最賣力，最搞笑，希望有一天能擁有完整屬於自己作品的跑腿。
超想睡觉，又愛唱著英文歌曲哄人入睡的情歌王子。
如果多幾位就會讓五月天沒法混下去的台灣木吉他之神。
整晚最帥氣，最有才華，最有義氣的最大驚喜。

最後，感謝上帝。祂聽到了我的禱告，是祂讓我擁有這一切。
希望我不會忘記這36個小時裡的每一刻。我想我必須都寫下來！

2007-10-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

原來我朋友那麽多，真心的卻沒幾個。
原來我付出那麽多，得到的也沒多少。
原來人生那麽長，我卻希望它能短一些。
原來人生那麽多的不如意，我卻無法一一克服。
原來有那麽多的原來，我卻在期待著二十三嵗生日中發現。

2007-09-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

I am home!! I came back on 4th Sep around 1am. Thank GOD for this wonderful, enjoyable and safe trip! Although there were nearly some conflicts, the trip was overall the best I had this year. (this trip is my 5th this yr). Thanks to Ah Tan and JZ and of course thanks to myself ;D

Before I consolidate all my photos and memories in this blog, I just wanna take down some feelings I had since I came back.

2) Work is Madness!!!!! All my things are out of control!!! ARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! I will give myself 3 more days! I hereby pray that everything will be back in control by then....

1) I dreamt about me going through a plastic surgery last night.. -_-||| Correction! It's not just a dream, it's a NIGHTMARe! In that nightmare, I had my nose and mouth fixed!! And I can't describe how much I regret it after that... And I kept forcing myself to wake up from it, to convince myself it's just a dream (nightmare) Strange enough, when I went back to sleep again, the same nightmare continues!!! what the hell man!! It's really freaky... Now... I cherish my current face even more!

3) The year is coming to an end in 3mths. Suddenly I had an urge of getting a boyfriend desparately!! I noe this sounds crazy and kind of improper, but somehow... hai... I think... maybe... hmm... I... I think..............

Before a long and far trip

2007-08-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

It's been SOSOSOSO LONG since i updated this blog.... Well... Life is usual.. nothing fantastic... Many a times there were feelings which I wanna note down but just couldn't bring myself to do it. To summarize... I am now in a new company. In the industry I longed for 3mths. Very busy, but honestly, I like it!

So what made me finally get down to write this entry? A long and faraway trip.

I will be flying of on 24th Aug 6am and return 4th Sep 150am. It's a trip that took us 3mths to prepare, after we finally decided to go. Many question my objectives of this trip. If you ask me 3mths ago, it will definitely be what many of you are thinking. But as the time gets nearer and after doing all the research... I just wanna go sightseeing , takes LOTS of photos!!!

Yup! So as usual... everytime I go on a trip, I will write something here. Just in case anything happens to me...

To my family, I love them!! although I may scream, shout and ignore them at times, they are still the most impt ppl in my life.
To my friends, I love them too!!! I dun have to elaborate, you know who you are.
I just wanna say a BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU to these two groups of ppl. Thank you for accepting who I am, thank you for forgiving me again and again. I really cherished all of you. Maybe not in the way you want it, but I really love all of you with everything I could. You ppl are the most wonderful thing that had happened in my life. Thank you...

I promise to bring gifts back for you guys k? Till then.. Take good care of yourselves...

2007-07-02T09:30:00.000+08:00

I had a GREAT weekend last week!!! Actually a rather GREAT week~
Had lunch with my Qiuping for quite a few days in the week! Had chats with Qiuping and Celest via emails everyday! Check out LA air tics, concert tics, bus tics, bus timings, factory outlet details, calling to TW, planning itinerary etc... All these done during weekdays, 0830-1730.

Apart from these, I accidentally came across an article on Holocaust at wikipedia... totally, utterly, absolutely gross out... After reading that on Friday afternoon, later in the day, I got to know somebody committed suicide... hai... While tens of thousands of people out there are struggling to survive, there are some that can't wait to end it...

Anyway... Met up with Ah Tan and Jingzheng on Friday and Saturday... Friday was just a normal chilling-out session... Eat dinner, shopping, "coffee-break" and talking abit on the LA trip. But Saturday was eventful!!

I went KTV with my classmates from knitting class in the afternoon. Then later went to Orchard with Jingzheng. I did abit of shopping at Kino and Zara while she went library. Before we left, we realised there is some sort of food fair going on at Civics Plaza!! woohoo!!! and there we bought a packet of chicken rice for $1, 1 Yam paste for $2 and 2 other yam paste for $1, 5 otahs for $5 and fried buns for $2(comes with the crab gravy). We went Cathay to buy tics for Transformers as well, a 0230 showtime. After this, we made our way to a petrol kiosk located near Newton circus.

We were supposed to have a surprise visit at the kiosk, Ah Tan manage. But she not surprised at all leh! But nevermind... She must be too busy... Because of the GST increase, she has to go work that night to monitor the price change... also to change the labels on display. Since we are already there, we decided to help her in getting out the old labels and put up the new ones. If not, other workers will not be happy to see people loitering in the shop while they work... It's really quite an experience. Most of us would probably take such things for granted. But it's not that easy to take out the price labels and putting it back. It was fun doing the baking though... :p

When Ah tan can finally leave, we rush our way down to Cathay. Honestly, I really din want to watch Transformers AT ALL!!!! I hated the cartoon since young. But because they wanted to watch, and Jingzheng was watching for the 2nd time... I decided to 捨命陪君子. I was still worried that I might fall asleep halfway through the movie since its already 2,3 am... However!!! It turn out that I laughed louder than anybody sitting around me... It was really DAMN FUNNY!!!! lots of actions as well (although I din really watch those violent actions). After watching the movie, it's no wonder that Shia LeBeouf is the new upcoming star... I enjoyed the movie SO MUCH that I will be watching it again on Wed with Qp! haha... It's been a long long long time since I have to urge of watching a movie twice. The last movie I watched more than once was Troy (not because I enjoyed it alot, just that for one of the time it was free...)And the last last movie, which I watch 4 times at cinema, was Titanic. So, can you tell how much I enjoyed Transformers? :p

Yeah!!! Last week at my present company!!! Don't need to face all these weird colleagues of mine anymore~ I hope my new colleagues will be better... please please please....

2007-06-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

Just two events to note over the weekend.

1) I got drunk for the 1st time in my life... But luckily, its not the completely-knockout kind of drunk... I just felt my vision tilting from left to right, right to left. Considering I only drank 1.5 bottle of Hoegarden... I am really not good with alcohol man... Shouldn't have gone drinking with them in the 1st place!! PUI!!! And Luckily I am meeting Celest... I think I will be completely drunk if I don't leave that place earlier... I just pray hard that they will not ask me out for drinks ANYMORE!!! Although it's not exactly boring, I think I still don't like talking to ang mohs... No matter how good-looking or how young or how rich they are!! Enough is enough!

2) I went to my Sec. classmate's baby's Full Month celebration... Yup! She is 23 and she got a baby son that turns 1 month on 28th Jun. She's been sort of a delinquent since secondary, got asked to transferred etc... I am not sure she and her husband (26) are ready for parenthood, but honestly speaking, I sort of envy them... I saw another secondary school friend of mine there. She is 23 as well but her daughter is already 4 yrs old!!! Woo~ I envy even more man!! Although for that friend, I know for sure that she is not ready and I really pity her daughter... Probably being a parent so early, it takes up lots of your so-called "fun time". But somehow, your life seems to be accelerated... And that is what I hope to acheive in the long run...

2007-06-20T16:49:00.000+08:00

五月天的怪獸今天早上寫了這麽一篇。

端午節快樂

大家都好嗎?
希望你們都好
然後要說的是其實我很不好
覺得累的快要死了的感覺
其實如果可以就這樣上天堂好像也不錯
不過像我這種人可能會先到地獄去吧
哈哈
這樣說好像壞事做盡了的感覺

反正我自己就喜歡抽菸喝酒
又喜歡開演唱會又喜歡寫歌錄音
生活作息不正常
身體不好也是應該的

不過希望我可以好一點,我盡量啦...
也希望大家可以好一點,大家也盡量一點好嗎?

當然你知道這世界不好的事情總是比認知的佔了那麼多一點
昨天妳在擔心我們投票會輸小豬的時候
加薩走廊就要開始投下第一枚炸彈了
然後妳在擔心加薩走廊的時候
我們的國會走廊總預算跟中選會的爭鬥也弄了好久了
搞什麼!?

然後接下來正如你知道的五月天輸了票選輸了金曲獎
沒了金曲獎那個什麼什麼的
然後五月天在那個夜晚仍然還是很雖的繼續要做音樂
沒有慶功宴也沒有雖小安慰宴
就像是平常的夜晚一般

我一邊讀，一邊感傷了起來。真的! 當我還在這裡孩子氣地執著我自己支持的歌手，當我還在這裡和一些不認識，理念不同而且不相干的人爭辯著主流音樂和獨立音樂時，世界上還有很多悲慘的事件等著我們的關心。或許我們什麽也做不了，但是我們最起碼可以有點常識並把它們記在心裏吧。這個世界不會因爲誰在部落格上被人砲轟而有所改變。也不會因爲有人他媽的想通過音樂表達他們的想法而有所進步。能夠不管有沒有人在看，通過自己的部落格（或別人的部落格)些出自己的想法是奢侈的。能夠不管有沒有人在聼，通過音樂表達自己是該好好珍惜的。最低限度，我們無需在自己或別人的身上放一枚炸彈。因爲我們還有"能夠不管" 的權利。

怪獸還說：

另外還有其他四個悠悠哉哉地在裡面撐著

是的,我在地獄裡好久了
從我開始做音樂的那一天開始
我有其他四個人陪我在地獄裡打滾
我盡量讓自己在地獄活的開心點
我也希望他們可以開心點

"我也希望他們可以開心點" 一句極爲簡單的話，對我而言卻是滿滿的感動。我想懂得五月天的人自然會懂。如果是想對那些不懂的人解釋而把這份感動剖開，實在太不值得了。

最終我們還是會弄一堆我覺得好的但不一定會獲得老師的讚美的音樂給你聽
因為我們就是這樣不像樣的五個人
因為我們是平凡人不是評審不是老師
因為我們還是想做
因為我們不做就閑置就生鏽

寫到這裡，我只想對五月天說（雖然他們聼不到也看不到）：
可能不只得不到老師的讚美，甚至會得到很多那些不是評審也不是老師的批評。請你們繼續做那些讓你們快樂的事。請你們一定要五個人一條心證明給全世界看，天下真的有不散之宴席。
就算到最後你們的音樂改變不了什麽，你們所看到的世界是那些永遠只能蹲在自己井裏的人望塵莫及的。

2007-06-20T08:58:00.000+08:00

After all the big hoo-ha~ I thought I just can't be bothered to entertain ppl who dun agree to what i've got to say any further~ I have said way too much~ I am expressing my own thoughts here and being an open blog, anyone can just say what they want to~ Those who know me, knows what I am toking about and those who don't, I don't see a point in explaining too much. And to wackywhoops, I am surprised that you would think that I am making reference to Sodagreen. Well~ I shan't say anything if you really think so. Probably I should not go to their concert afterall yah?

Anyway, back to normal blogging. I *ahem* "pon-work" again XD
Went watch Fantanstic 4 and had a great Japanese Tonkotsu dinner with Qiuping.
Actually I really REALLY din feel like watching Fantastic 4 man.... I din watch its 1st sequel and I really wasn't into this kind of movie...
But ok lah~ to accompany her~
In the end, the movie din turn out that bad leh!!! The plot is to me, abit crappy. (Oh~ Is any fantastic 4 fan going to say something? oops!)But it's quite a good laugh and quite a few eye candies! Jessica Alba and Chris Evan! Nice~~ haha...

Another incident that took place this Monday. A long-time-no-contact, my best secondary school pal called me. So shocked to see her number on my hp. She called to tell me that one of our secondary close pal invites us to her baby shower this sun!!!! I was like HUH!!! She is pregnant??? since when??? and married to who??? Hai~ Although she has been quite a 風雲人物 when in Secondary school, I still din expect her to get married so soon man... Anyway, shall go find out more this sunday! But damn sian... need to spend money on present again...

I just returned $1300 to my company can? They paid me double salary for last month... :( And stupid me went to tell them... So hai~~ I need to wait for my nx pay day which is 1st week of July... 2 more weeks to go, only $100 to spare... DIE LIAO LAH!!!

2007-06-18T08:58:00.000+08:00

上個周末，過得還算愉快。如果星期六晚上沒有失眠的話。那天，我的眼睛雖然閉著，意識卻清醒到臨晨6點。爲了不讓自己接下來一個星期都迷迷糊糊的，我只好放棄星期天的新山之旅 :(

終于在星期天早上7點多，我睡着了。下午2點才起床。之後吃了午餐，和爸媽通過視訊聊天，載奶奶和弟弟去參加表外甥的一嵗生日。而我就回到家，看金曲獎重播。咳~~~ 4個多小時的頒獎禮，我從頭就哭到尾。從頒第一個獎，最佳作曲開始，到最佳作詞，到最佳編曲，到最佳樂團，到最受歡迎男（團體）歌手，到最佳女演唱人。
也許是我太幼稚，太想不開了。可是我真的沒辦法看著吳青峰第一次入圍最佳作曲就得獎了。要我心平氣和地分析爲什麽阿信從來沒有入圍過最佳作詞是不可能的! 我也沒辦法理解爲什麽最佳編曲從來也都輪不到五月天。當我看到最佳樂團的入圍者時，我真的不知道那些俗不可耐，毫無架勢的不知道什麽東西憑什麽勝過五月天。看到那個做作，虛僞得不得了，吹牛不打草稿，老是愛和紅人槃關係，又愛把自己捧上天的某娛樂主播的最受歡迎的頭銜時，我真的覺得這個世界是奇怪，不符合邏輯的。金曲獎可以說是讓我越看越失望。唯一讓我覺得欣慰的是那些還算精彩的表演。尤其是Jolin, 蘇打綠+張韶涵+MC Hotdog，伍佰還有溫拿五虎的演出。在頒獎禮的尾聲，我終于有所感動，因爲好不容易有一個獎項的得主是我認爲最實至名歸的-- 最佳國語女演唱人。她也許不是唱得最好的，可是她絕對是最全方位的。不用多說，反正不贊成的人始終還是會批評到底。

另外，周末發生的一起事件，讓我蠻有感觸的。
機緣巧合下認識了她，對她本來就沒什麽好感。後來卻莫名其妙地變成了同一個活動圈子的人。我和她的每一次接觸都確認了我對她的看法。我其實不是很想和她當朋友。可是在那個圈子裡，我沒辦法說出我的想法。因爲大家都覺得她很OK。。。或許是大家所能接受和容忍的東西不同吧~ 我也知道其他人也一定在忍受我的缺點，可是他們都沒吭聲。我知道我很過分，可是我真的不想在大家面前那麽假。這次是最後一次了。我以後真的想保持距離，盡量不和她有什麽交際。

《明白》詞：？曲：？

2007-06-14T11:03:00.000+08:00

你說你感覺不對心情很壞
我無法控制淚水留下來

莫名的難過是情緒作祟
沒有誰錯誰對
需要安慰不能離開

我只是要你明白
明白我對你的愛
除了你我的愛無可取代

我只是要你明白
明白我對你的愛
沒有人讓我如此的依賴

你說你感覺不對心情很壞
我無法控制淚水留下來

因為你我的愛永遠存在

這是收入在《盛夏光年電影原聲帶》的一首全新創作（應該是吧？）。原聲帶一出，就馬上上網試聽一下。原本只是為了想聼《盛夏光年》。卻意外地發現這首歌。一聼就喜歡了。雖然不知道是誰唱的，也不曉得是誰寫的。那把女聲並不是我喜歡的類型，可是她確實唱得挺好的。讓我愛上這首歌是那編曲--木吉他為主，非常簡單舒服，和那帶著淡淡憂傷的曲和詞。尤其是副歌的曲，是我最最最喜歡的旋律。不知道怎麽形容，是一種我從小就喜歡的。這種旋律常常讓人覺得有點鼻痠。我已經很久很久沒有聽到這種旋律了!!! 所以一聼到這首歌的時候就被感動得不清不楚了~ 讓我覺得有點不公平的是，爲什麽只有《盛夏光年》受到矚目？難道就因爲那是電影的同名主題曲嗎？當然，阿信獨自組個樂隊也蠻有新聞價值的。不過這首歌也是新歌阿~ 怎麽完全無人問津呢？

後來，從報道得知演唱人是"相信音樂"簽的一位新人，叮噹。那麽詞曲呢？是誰寫的啊？是叮噹本人嗎？很有可能哦~ 搞不好她是創作型歌手。不管啦~ 總之這是一首我極力推薦的歌!! 從來沒有在電台廣播中聼過。所以我想應該沒多少人注意到它的存在吧~ 希望有機會，可以聼一下。反正聼一下只不過耽擱你3分多鈡的時間。給它一個機會，好嗎？

哈~搞不好，搞了半天，這與原聲帶中其他的歌曲一樣，根本是一首舊歌，所以才沒人理會。那就真的是自己擺烏龍了 :p
還有還有! 如果真的是一首舊歌，有沒有人能順便告訴我這首歌的作詞作曲是誰啊？

PS: 我今天，6月15號，在我們的醉心頻道聽到了這首歌!!! 哈哈~電台終于播了，DJ是我最喜歡的佩芬 ^_^

2007-06-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

I am SOSOSO thankful to GOD for HIS blessings in some recent events in my life!

1st:
Contract-signing with my new employer! I am not sure if it is going to be a life-time career, at least for now, I get to work with my very good friend and I am getting a very good pay!! Maybe to some ppl, it's nothing. But to me, a lousy Bachelor of Arts Degree, without even a merit, it is ALOT to me~
I am not exactly sure if I made the right choice (I rejected another very good offer while accepting this one), I shall not regret, no matter what the outcome will be.

2nd:
My current employer did not make things difficult when I hand in my resignation.
He was very calm. He did "talked" to me yesterday, trying to persuade me into giving up the above job. Trying to indicate the cons to me indirectly... But I will not give a damn!!! Putting the good money aside. The fact that it is a permanent job in a sector I wanna be, already win my current job handsdown! Everybody just calls me a temp... so be it! I am only a temp.

3rd:
My new employer actually don't mind me going for a 10-days trip in Sep!!! I told them that I need to go on a vacation in Sep, and they say they are fine with that!!! I have yet to finish the 3mth probation by then, if you realise... ohh~~ This makes my line manager seems really nice!!!

OK! So after this 3 events, I still need GOD's blessing while we await the planning for the trip to Los Angeles and San Francisco in September! You may wonder why am I still "awaiting"... Simply because my dear friends whom I intend to travel with, have yet to confirm if they can really go... :(
No matter what, I have started gathering information for these 2 places. Since I am not so busy at work :p But I totally have no exact idea what these 2 places are like... Nobody around me has been there before...

Can Anybody help??? Anybody~~

PS: I really hope that this trip will be a successful one!!! I have never been beyond Asia... X_X

離開地球表面 -- 詞：阿信曲：阿信

2007-06-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

丟掉手錶丟外套丟掉背包再丟嘮叨
丟掉電視丟電腦丟掉大腦再丟煩惱

衝啥大衝啥小衝啥都有人唱反調
恨得多愛得少只想越跳越瘋越跳越高把地球甩掉

一顆心噗通噗通的狂跳
一順間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒

一顆心噗通噗通的狂跳
一順間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高

野心大膽子小跳舞還要靠別人教
恨得多愛得少只想越跳越瘋越跳越高把地球甩掉

Lastest single by Mayday!!! This is the Theme Song for their latest World Tour titled "JUMP!離開地球表面", which share the same title as this Theme song.

I first heard it at HK's concert. The somewhat familiar yet foreign melody made me wonder if that song is somebody else's song. It had the 80s-90s Canto-pop kinda feel :p I thought: They are really quite something to find this song! Why is it that there is a song (somebody else's) that totally fit the theme of their concert?? Come to think of it, it is really foolish of me. Be it an old song or a brand new composition. This song definitely has the magic of getting audience off their feet. Especially the chorus. The whole arrangement of this song is filled with energy. It is the kind of song with heavy rhythm and is definitely a great song to sing at concerts or KTV! I have been looping this song since I downloaded the Radio version.I wanna say!!! The intro is DAMN NICE!!!! My head just goes on nodding to the beat. It is really addictive. For those who have yet to listen to it, stay tune to the radio stations. Alternatively, there is a Single/EP/Album (they just won't say what is it exactly, probably they haven't really decided :p) scheduled to be released in July. Do keep a lookout!

Personally, I can't wait to get hold of that "THING"! Although they just released a brand new album last Dec. I am definitely supportive if they can come out with something new, regardless of the frequency. Just not add-ons (改版）please.

不要再跟我說攝影/拍照會影響表演者的心情這種廢話!!!

2007-06-08T07:42:00.000+08:00

Yet another message asking fans not to take photos or videos during concerts...
It's been an issue since GOD-knows-when.

Ok~ I do agree that you will enjoy more ON THE SPOT without cameras. But after concerts??? I still forget what are the songs sang, what the performers did on stage~ At least with cameras, there is a backup!

U may say that due to the frequency they have LIVE concerts, there are always opportunities for you to recapture their performances again and again. Aye Hello!! You think fans are damn rich ah?? Or you think ALL fans live in Taiwan, where they have free concerts like every 3mths? Do you have any idea what is Post Mayday Syndrome??? Especially for those who get to see them only once a year! Without all those photos/videos/recordings after the concerts, it will be even more difficult to recover! And not to mention, EVERY single concert is UNIQUE to each individual! Even if the songs are the same, the FEEL is different! Just to make it clear, I myself don't take photos/video when I am in Singapore or Taiwan. But when I am in other countries, I will! Because I know there are people who can't attend those concerts would like to have their share of excitment.

I do agree that taking videos can be quite a hindrance though. Not only to yourself (you won't be able to jump/scream etc) you also cause hindrance to other people infront/behind you!!! So I support NO VIDEO!!! Can just try voice recording!

Oh~ and ALSO!!! Stop saying that the performers don't like audience taking photos blah blah blah~ They seems totally happy to pose or smile into audience's cameras! I have seen it SO MANY times with my own eyes!!! Someone can give a "YEAH!" handsign and smile into a camera while he play his guitar on stage! Someone can smile and look into individual cameras while singing! So tell me! They really don't like those cameras??? Who are the ones that encouraged all these photo-taking?? Think about it! When fans know that they will actually post/smile into cameras, everybody will want to try their luck! Hoping their idol will look into THEIR own camera! SO? I am sure you know what's the conclusion~

I do agree to the previous issue regarding the litted signboards (燈牌)! It can be really disturbing with the lights shining at you~ But is it necessary to put a total ban to it?? those smaller ones are still OK ba~~~ I myself never made any of these. But I pity those fans who put in SO MUCH effort and money to show their support and to show that they bother! What do they get in return? Complains, resentment from the people they support!

Ok~ Why not this~ Fans shall support by purchasing the tickets to the concerts, and shall be absent from the concerts since whatever they do are disturbance to the performers! 做這個不喜歡，做那個給人家講! 我們不要去最好啦！

做這個不可以，做那個不可以，then 我們買票就好囖,不要去囖! -- Ah Tan

5月31號 - 6月3號 -- 史上最強新加坡美食觀光團

2007-06-07T16:31:00.000+08:00

6月2號，星期六，第三天

今天約了她們10點在飯店，結果我9點起床，10點半才到，又再一次遲到 :( 真的很對不起她們，每次都要她們那麽早起，等我們。
本來也不會遲到，可是因爲今天沒開車。這已經是我每天只有睡4-5個小時的第3天。 -_-
Ah Tan 和我彼此彼此 :p
我們差不多快11點的時候，到了亞坤吃麵包。她們早餐其實已經吃過了，只是讓她們嘗一嘗我們新加坡的傳統早餐。

接著是小印度。Ah Tan先和晶會合，我就帶她們到小印度。之後，教了她們怎麽從小印度乘搭地鐵到她們的下一站-牛車水。因爲我們得先趕到牛車水，參加蘇打綠的活動 :p 不過我知道她們有買到一些東西!

原本好心的佩云要把第一排給我們坐，結果我們自己不爭氣，又再遲到 :(
差一點就被擋在門口。不過還好，結果還是能清楚地看到蘇打綠。而且感覺上好像是五迷的小聚會! 我看到了在大概50人當中，我見到了最少10位我認識的五迷。哈! 居然還讓我問到了問題! 哈哈! 我還走到前面唱《小情歌》勒! 我發誓，我真的沒有想要上前。只不過當主持人問到誰要和蘇打綠合唱時，我看到一些怪佧很快把手擧起來，我就不爽地也把手伸出去，但是我說真的!不到一秒鈡的時間，我就放下了! 當大家都把目光放在那兩位積極的歌迷身上時，那個團的鼓手就說我們這個方向有人舉手! -_-||| 買馬票都沒那麽准! 我有拒絕過啊！可是被在場認識的五迷拱的時候，我投降了。可是那首歌的詞我真的沒有背熟! 幸好有朋友坐前排，把歌詞本遞給我。翻開一看! 我忘了裡面的詞是手寫的，看不懂啦! 結果我只到了副歌才唱出聲音~ 結果被主持人在稍后簽唱會狠狠地嘲笑了一番。PUI!

見面會結束，大家都前往隔壁的商場進行簽唱會。Ah Tan, 晶和我就找佩云聊了一下。在我們等電梯要離開的時候，蘇打綠的吉他手從我們身邊經過，我就對她們兩個小小聲地說: 誒!家凱勒! 他也意識到有人認得他，他就向我們點頭打招呼。誰知道!!!!!! 這個時候，花招百出的Ah Tan!!! 居然很大聲地對著我說：誒! 你要不要跟他講你很喜歡他? |||||-_-||||| 我整個把晶推倒電梯的最旁邊!!! 想趕快把臉藏起來!!! 真的是丟臉丟~到~~~~~

OK! 算了! 反正這種事過了也就不會有人記得的。到了簽唱會現場，蘇打綠的簽唱會跟五月天的很不同! 也許是因爲他們沒有帶什麽樂器吧~ 排場上就輸五月天一大截。加上那個主持人，整場簽唱會根本就是一個低成本，低水平的製作。好在蘇打綠有幾個蠻搞笑的團員，氣氛才得以緩和一些。不過大致上他們還是很害羞，尷尬。還有他們主唱聲音沙啞了，上台簽名時，他還向每一位歌迷親自說對不起，並且保證8月分的演唱會絕對不會這樣! 這個令我挺佩服的。畢竟，他們的歌迷沒大家想象中少（有幾乎一半是晚上要去看五月天演唱會的人）。上台簽名時，除了主唱跟大家Say Sorry之外，另一名吉他手問我：爲什麽剛才不上來比賽啊？（因爲簽唱會現場有請歌迷上台比賽場《小情歌》）我說我背不住歌詞，他說那把歌詞帶上來啊! 我整個好感動哦~ 可是因爲被主持人嘲笑過後，我真的很不想在獻醜了。

活動過後，我們和台灣朋友們會合，並且給他們嘗了肉乾! 之後，我就先行離開，因爲要和我另外一位死黨在去看演唱會之前吃晚餐。我們吃了晚餐，就到演唱會現場的後台，偷瞄他們拜拜，求平安 :p 之後就攤在一旁休息，哈拉打屁，直到其他朋友到場，直到演唱會開始。

演唱會真的OK啦~ 不知道爲什麽，我整晚魂不守舍似的，雖然還是跳很多，叫很多，喊很多。演唱會之後居然沒有什麽感覺~ 好像都不大記得發生了什麽一樣。我先聲明，我可沒有帶相機入場哦~ 可能我的位子的關係吧，由於是正中央，整晚我好像只對著主唱，忽略了舞台上的其他人。我以後真的不要再站最中間的位子了!! 除非是第一排。不過有一些事，我是怎樣都忘不了的!
那就是主唱當天的聲音好到不行!!!！那些長期習慣性不唱的高音不說，那些有時飆得到，有時飆不到的，那晚全飆到了!!! 這是我看過的所有五月天的演唱會當中，主唱的表現最讓我滿意的一次。什麽時候他才可以做到讓我連一點點的失望都沒有呢? （不可能啦~因爲不讓我失望就是當他把所有專輯裡飆的音完整重現。我知道這是不可能的。）
再來就是主唱說：明年讓我們在體育館開演唱會!因爲這裡已經裝不下了! 他這句話一說完，我真的是興奮到極點!!! 因爲這是我們這兩年都希望辦到的! 上一次在體育館辦的天空之城，我來不及參與，而且票房也蠻差的，所以下一次!! 不對! 應該說以後的每一次的演唱會，都要在體育館辦!!!
最後，我終于和我的朋友們在《人生海海》的結尾轉了圈圈!! 這是我一直都想做的，但是每次不是因爲活動空間有限，就是我的好朋友都不在我身邊。下一次! 如果有唱快版的《瘋狂世界》我們要跳康康舞(CanCan Dance) 哦？一定要!!!

以前演唱會之後，都想把心情，感覺和演唱會精彩的每一幕都記載下來。可是這一次，我並沒有那種衝動。因爲真的不太記得了! 想寫都不知道要寫什麽!

演唱會結束之後，又是到老地方去。昨天已經點了菜，所以今天我們人一到，食物就上桌了。和昨天的也不一樣。有辣椒螃蟹，馬來風光，Mamic 排骨~ 結果我們的台灣朋友都沒什麽吃~ 因為點的東西都太辣了。咳~ 今晚，我們還點了啤酒! 我早就想嘗嘗看一邊喝著啤酒，一邊吃著海鮮的感覺了!!! 可是平時都會開車去，所以都沒機會。今天終于不用開車啦!!! 而且今天是最後一晚!! 說什麽老娘都跟它拼了!! 不過我才喝了一杯，就已經有點茫了~ 遜!

吃飽了，是該回飯店的時候了。買了單，招了計程車，到了飯店。他們居然也同時抵達飯店。在飯店的電梯大堂發生了一些趣事! 首先是踫到了貝斯手和吉他手，接著因爲不懂得操作電梯而踫到主唱 >< 有夠丟臉的。

回到房間，我們第一件做的事，你們絕對想不到 -- 躲在樓梯走廊偷吃榴蓮 :p 飯店是不准帶榴蓮的。可是我們卻偷渡了一小盒。後來，還作了很多莫名其妙的事，例如跳伍佰的《你是我的花朵》，唱台語歌等等等~ 很瘋狂，很愉快的一個晚上!!!!!

5月31號 - 6月3號 -- 史上最強新加坡美食觀光團

2007-06-06T15:00:00.000+08:00

6月1號，星期五，第二天

今天應該上班才對。可是我去曠班了 :p 去拿了病假。原因很簡單啊~ 我老闆今天請假了！老闆不在，我就等於是多餘的。8點半起床，又弄了一個新髮型。之後，就去診所看醫生。結果等了一個半小時才輪到我。醫生還跟我說了很恐怖的話！還一直問我需不需要給我兩天的病假呢？靠！我根本就沒事，當然不需要啦！而且明天是星期六，他唬我啊？我也還蠻佩服自己的演技呢！哈哈~ 好不容易拿了病假，我準備飛奔到飯店去接那四位台灣朋友。赫然發現，車子快沒油了！沒辦法來回機場哦~ 所以就加個油，結果就遲到啦！不只到飯店遲了，到機場的時候也遲了。爲什麽又到機場呢？記得昨天只來了3個人嗎？今天要接鼓手和主唱。雖然，我想全部都是爲了主唱而來的。:p

人是接到了，可是由於我們5個人都是屬於比較含蓄型的，我們也沒有什麽舉動，就遠遠地望了一下~
下一站是我家！想讓她們看一下一個典型的新加坡式家庭。走在泛島快速公路上，大夥兒在車上聊天，我突然看見前方有一台熟悉的小巴。心想：不可能是他們啊~他們應該是走東海岸快速公路才對阿~ 雖然心是這麽想，我的車子經過時，還是會經不住看一眼。結果!!!!! 居然~~ 讓我見到了那位鼓手正把手靠在小巴的窗口邊!! 我一時興奮叫了一下：是他們耶！並用一只手指著我旁邊的小巴！結果車子往小巴的方向偏了一下。我馬上把它調正!好刺激哦!!! 哈哈~~ 她們說由於我的車子剛才偏了一下，坐在窗口邊的鼓手露出了錯愕的表情。不好意思~嚇到你了 :p

在我家待了20分鐘左右，我們決定啓程到牛車水。誰知道一踏出門口就落大雨！計劃再一次趕不上變化! 所以決定到怡丰城去，反正下午要到聖淘沙。那一場對於新加坡人來説再也平常不過的雷陣雨，對於我的台灣朋友來説相等于台灣刮颱風，可以到了不用上班上學的程度了！幸好並沒有下太久。到了怡丰城的時候就停了。她們逛了一下我的最愛《麵包物語》，還拍了一些照。之後就往Food Republic去! 她們好過分~都不讓我還錢! 還說我一個人比較好控制! 我們叫了菜頭粿，烤雞翅膀，薄餅，肉骨茶，椰漿飯，粿汁/滷味，Ice Kachang 和榴蓮甜品。聽到她們猛讚食物好吃，我心裡是爽~到~ 但她們真的還是不太敢吃榴蓮 XDDD

吃飽了，是時候逛一逛。怡丰城雖然大，可是我真的覺得它沒什麽東西好逛的~雖然這麽說，我還是花了$150 :((( 好慚愧! 後來Ah Tan 和我們會合了之後，我們就開車到聖淘沙去了。到聖淘沙玩了一個新的遊樂設施！還蠻刺激的！也當然到海邊玩了一下水。到了6點半左右，我們開始排隊，等著我們今天的重頭戲上場! 我說的就是《我報》的慶生演唱會。誰知道工作人員居然說要檢查證件!!!還很驕傲地說沒有證件，不准入場! 那裡的人已經那麽少了，他們還那麽高傲! PUI!!! 我的台灣朋友沒有證件，怎麽辦啊？結果又等了差不多半小時，他們一面讓人入場，一面檢查證件。哈！我們全員得以進入! 厲害吧！只要轉一些小漏洞，攻擊一下人們的弱點，製造一些小混亂，一切搞定！

老實說，演唱會的前4分之3，我一直在埋怨。早知道不要來，怎麽那麽悶阿~什麽什麽的~我雖然是說要來看蘇打綠，可是我其實也還好，我連他們的專輯都沒買。唯一的樂趣，是和朋友們聊天，聊八卦~還有和一位攝影師哈拉打屁。正當我悶到不行的時候，蘇打綠出場了! 我整個被他們嚇到! 他們的現場感覺和聼專輯完全不一樣! 原來他們也可以很有爆發力! 雖然，我還是不懂得欣賞他們主唱的聲音。可是他們有一位蠻像金城武的電吉他手! 哈哈~~他們連續唱了4首歌，而其中3首是我蠻熟悉的! 整場下來，一直喊一直叫! 我真的high了! 看完演出後，我說：我要去他們的簽唱會和歌迷見面會!!! 蘇打綠後是曹格。我整個嚇倒! 不是被他的表演嚇倒，而是被他的人嚇倒! 我印象中的曹格是一個害羞，内向的人啊~ 他今天是鬼附身還是怎樣啊??? 他完全是High到一個不行~ 還猛落英文! 在台灣沒機會說，來到新加坡就要說個夠啊? 對於曹格的演出，我只有三個字形容 -- 神經病!!!

演唱會結束后，吃飯時間!!! 哦~這不用說，一定又是到那裡去啦! 今天只有一桌人，不像昨天有兩桌。可是有我想見的 :p
今天我們沒有螃蟹! 用麥片蝦來取代! 除了蝦棗之外，跟昨天的完全不同。還是一樣好吃! 我開始覺得有點小感傷~ 明天就是最後一晚了 :( 吃完了之後，我們就順便點了明天的菜，還跟老闆娘哈拉幾句~ Ah Tan 真的有夠厲害的！好啦！一切結束~ 已經淩晨1點多了。在我開車離開那個地方時，還有一個小插曲。因爲有人說，今晚都沒什麽看到，所以我就把車靠到旁邊去，停了幾秒，沒想到~ hehehe~~ 好過癮啊!!! 最後，送她們回家之後，一天也就結束了。明天就是演唱會了!!! 還有蘇打綠的見面會和簽唱會!!!

5月31號 - 6月3號 -- 史上最強新加坡美食觀光團

2007-06-05T08:00:00.000+08:00

5月31號，星期四，第一天

有朋自遠方來，不亦樂乎
早上9點30分起床。前一晚就已經從雜誌裡選好了今天的髮型。一梳洗完畢，馬上就把電棒夾加熱，把頭髮湯卷。精心打扮不是因爲五月天~反正我喜歡的又不是今天到~ 是爲了自己啦！今天有朋自遠方來，之後又會到處去逛。而且今天是共定假日！所到之處想必應該都車水馬龍吧~ 所以更應該打扮打扮 :p
真的好興奮哦!!! 通常在這種情況下，我都會很趕很趕。可是今天，我居然比預定時間早了15分鐘! 可是這個時候，Ah Tan 傳簡訊說她會遲到。所以我就去開信箱，好多天沒整理了。信箱裡居然有急件，得馬上處理！結果我也遲到了 :p 載了Ah Tan 和晶，我們直奔機場！

到機場的時候已經12點正。班機已經抵達。而閘門外也已經有蠻多位歌迷的。（不過比我想象中少蠻多的。可能是因爲知道今天只有3名成員會到的緣故吧~）碰到了幾個久違了的朋友，聊了一下，感覺超好！等了近15分鐘，大家的目標人物終于出現！可是我們三個的目標人物卻不見蹤影。找了好久，把怪獸，瑪莎和石頭看了好久才終于發現她們！雅雯，晴天，雅雯妹和明穎。又過了15分鐘，她們跟在那三個人後面走出閘門。一大夥人都跟著前面那三個人。這時，Ah Tan就說：你們走這邊啦！又不是明星！哈哈~~ 真的好高興看到她們！上一次見面是在台中的為愛而生演唱會上，已經4個月了！經過一輪介紹後，我們開始找接送人員。她們準備到飯店去。我們兩組人馬也就兵分兩路，到飯店會合。

從飯店出發，我們7個人擠進了我的車裡。原本只不過因爲距離很近，所以擠一下沒關係。沒想到，這一擠就是兩天兩夜 >.< Anyway~ 我們到吾曹路的一家店面吃她們在這裡的第一餐！享譽亞洲的新加坡第一美食--海南雞飯。之後，順道在附近吃了豆花，油條，Curry puff etc... 把大家都喂飽了之後，就是觀光的開始！

到了新達城。那裡的人是多~到~~~看了都怕！我還找不到停車位！結果繞了一大圈，停在濱海藝術中心。沒想到，一下車，晶就打給我說她們逛完了!!! 怎麽會那麽快啊？？新達城蠻大的~ 好歹那是在怡丰城之前新加坡最大的購物商場呢! 結果是因爲太多人了，連逛一逛都很困難~ 之後我們一起走過Marina Square,有稍微看一下。正當我們準備走去藝術中心的時候，突然想然她們嘗一下新加坡的街邊雪糕。我們一邊吃，一邊走到藝術中心頂樓看風景! 逛完了之後，我們又回到飯店去，稍微休息片刻，順便聊一下天。

你是明星嗎？
6點鐘，晶和Ah Tan 啓程前往夜間動物園。我們在6點40分走，因爲我開車，所以比較快。正要踏出房門，她們就來電了，說我們親愛的偶像7點鐘會去吃飯! 這時我們就改變計划，先去吃飯，再去夜間動物園。真的是計劃永遠趕不上變化! 向晶問路之後，馬上飆車到餐館去。到了那裡，都沒人哦~會不會情報錯誤？後來碰到老闆娘，她一看就知道我們的目的 :p 告訴我們，他們7點半會到~ 於是我們的豐盛的晚餐開始啦!!! 去那裡很多次了，可是從來沒有像這一次那麽豐富的！這次才發現，其實那裡的東西不會太貴。我們7個人吃了$135。而且還有胡椒螃蟹!!!接下來幾天，我們也都還是在那裡把我們的晚餐解決掉 :p 三天下來，吃了$500多$600~
那裡食物是不錯吃，可是他們忙起來，都只記得為明星服務。。。我叫加水叫了3次都沒有人理我！叫到第4次，才終于能再喝一杯菊花茶~ 唉~~沒辦法~~ 就如Ah Tan 所說的：你是明星嗎？。。。可是我們真的很趕時間！夜間動物園12點就關門了，到了8點半我們的菜都還沒上! 幸好老闆娘人很好，看到我們等了那麽久，就幫我們催一下！9點15分，我們吃飽了~ 啓程前往夜間動物園!!! woohoo~!~!

誰說新加坡沒有山？
我們真的把整個夜間動物園走完了~又是上斜坡，又是下梯堦。看了蝙蝠拉屎，也看了硬被我們叫成Latte鹿的羚羊。我們也知道腿短的人千萬不能走在大家的前頭，不然後面會"塞車"。:p
總之，真的玩得很盡興就是了！

讓人目瞪口呆的一幕
夜間動物園之後，我們到了她們飯店附近吃印度煎餅。大家都還是很飽，只不過讓她們試一下味道。車子停在店門口，我們下車的時候，幾乎所有看得到我們的人，都露出難以置信的眼光。這麽一輛小轎車（1600cc)居然能坐7個人??!! 而且都不是身材瘦小型的呢~~~ 厲害吧~ 後來叫了一些飲料，錯把Chino當成是薑汁 -_-||| 人家明明就只是泡沫比較多而已阿~爲什麽說它是薑汁呢？
好了！大家都累了，飽了~ 疲倦的一天也就結束了！明天是聖淘沙之旅！當然還有更多的新加坡美食即將登場！

2007-05-30T14:04:00.000+08:00

I am now at my workplace, nothing much to do, so I need to find things to keep myself entertain~
So I ended up reading all the blogs that were linked to my blog... Its been a LOOOOOOONG time~~ Most of them have already changed their blogskins. It's been a LOOOOOOOONG time since I see them as well~ Not in person, not even at the forum where we all got to noe each other.

Well, people progress and advance. So did them, so did I. I am not trying to complain about anything here, I just suddenly remembered the very wonderful, happy days I had at that forum. Although now I still visit there the moment I log on to internet, but I no longer felt the urge to posts. Because, there is now some sort of "ailen-ness" when I read those posts now.

I was asking Ah Tan yesterday, hmmm~ 不知道31號在機場會遇到誰~ She just said "the usual people loh~" But I know probably not... In place of those "usual people", there will be lots of "other people". Other people whom I have never met and dun feel like knowing.

突然之間，在我腦海裏的時空仿佛回到了2005年1月14號。那是我身平第一次爲了"偶像"跑到機場去。那時的我，一個人也不認識，也不被任何人認識。我並沒有希望回到那個時候，只不過想再一次感受當一個簡單的歌迷的心情，不需要去和其他人做眼神上的較勁，不需要回答任何人的疑問，只想和我珍惜的人，開開心心地做我想做的事，不需要理會其他人會怎麽想，會有什麽評語。尤其是一些孬種的人。這些人不是膽小哦~ 只不過不原忠實地面對自己。

JUMP! 離開地球表面世界巡迴演唱會 -- 5月5號香港紅磡

2007-05-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

woohoo~!~! Its time to record my wonderful memories from HK concert!!!

The opening VCR was really really GOOD!!! It's no longer those budget, self-shot kind :p can see that this one has got lots of budget involved! And also, the acting skills of all 5 of them improved tremendously!!! As usual, some parts are quite comical and lame.... But overall, the theme is what they have been hoping for -- World Peace.

The various themes that piece up this concert are quite obvious. And you can see the obvious reasons why the rundown of the songs is the way it is. I will only write in details the things they said. Others will just be a song list.

1) 武裝 -- The visual for this song damn power!!! lots of fireworks and those stage crackers! Very nice!! Very well coordinated with the song.

2）香水
3）風若吹
4）軋車
5）為愛而生
6）晚安，地球人 -- Dun really like the rearrangement of this... the tempo of the son is slower and less rock factor.

7）瘋狂世界 -- This is sort of like a medley together with the above. Love the way they transit from 晚安，地球人 to this song!!! A pleasant surprise and yet not too much!!

8）雌雄同体 -- Its almost like the ablum version. Just that its longer and have to jump until you can't catch any breathe! I was like... Oh man... when is the 閒奏 going to end?? I can't breathe le!! :p

9）離開地球表面 -- I seriously din know this is a brand new song... I thought it's a song by some Hong Kong singers... But yet, the lyrics of the song totally fit the theme of the concert. Keep asking people to jump n jump! It's very catchy and has this early 90s kind of style in it. Here is the only phrase from the chorus 一顆心撲通撲通的狂跳。It's like 雌雄同体，the minute you hear the chorus, you will just jump with it.

10）透露
11）時光機 -- WOOHOO~!~! Peirong's ultimate favourite song is here!!!! Super surprise that Ashin actually sang it!! This is like the song for the other 4 to go rest and change. So its only Ashin and Xiaozhou Laoshi. This is the FIRST time I heard this song LIVE!!!!! So touching sia~~ Although I think it will be even more touching if Ashin din say what he said prior singing the song. He said something blah blah bla den 真希望時光可以停留在這個時候，就讓我們啓動時光機吧~
Similar to the new version of 知足，the other 4 came into the song towards the ending of the song, to give it a little soft rock feel.

After Ashin went to change, the 4 continued with a rather long instrumental piece. It's like an extention to 時光機.

12）天使
13）摩托車日記
14）孫悟空
15）阿姆斯壯 -- Now its all the 人物 in their songs. And this is also the FIRST time I hear this song live!!! I like this song too!! ahaha...

16）約翰藍農 -- It seems to me that Ashin got a problem with this song... I still haven't hear him start off this song with the right key! His beginning is always off!! It's been like that since ABC concert, the 1st night of HK concert and the 2nd night was even worse...

17）我 -- Prior to singing this song, there is a small conversation between Ashin and a shadow on the screen... no comment about it...

18）垃圾車 -- They appealed to the audience to make as much noise as possible with any parts of the body. They themselves held tambourines and sang this song together. After singing a few lines, the song transit into the following song.

19）寵上天 -- Got hand gesture for this song!!! So FUN!!! haha... There is also an additional video to this song, with all th 技師 inside. Its quite funny oso!!

20）知足 -- Its the soft rock version!! Heard it before in 為愛而生 concert. I totally LOVE this version!!! Ashin sang some parts differently, SO NICE!!! :p

21）一千個世紀 -- Ashin managed to hit the 2nd highest key using 真音!!!

22）擁抱 -- Ashin, Stone and Monster performed this song while sitting at one side of the stage. Before beginning this song, Ashin said:
今天特別有感覺，因爲現場都是很熟悉的朋友。有些認識一年，有些比較久，認識了八年。
今天尤其有一位朋友~
大家知道我最近跨刀拍了MV。獻出了一個~~ 呵呵~ 可是我最想吻的人不是她。（At this point of time, I seriously thought Selina was here :p) 今天一位我想吻的人到場了。奶茶你在嗎？呵呵~
如果是你，我就很願意~ 呵呵~~~

Den after saying this, Ashin began singing~ loving you~ is easy cos you're beautiful~
blah blah~ Den everybody was like Woohoo~~~ haha... den 劉若英 was super paiseh, keep covering her mouth with her hand~ I was waiting to see if Ashin dares to sing the "making love with you, is only thing I wanna do~" :PPP Cos he sang that on the 1st night. As expected~ He didn't! He just covered that part with dadada~

23）追 -- Masa's piano solo time.

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其實心中有很多的話哦~ 不知道怎麽講。那去年其實 er... 回去之後啊~ 在紅磡辦完演唱會，好像回去就變了一個人喔~ 然後就是那種平常不理我的那個親戚哦，也打電話來：欸！其實台灣的一個樂隊來到紅磡香港辦演唱會是從小到大沒有聼過的事，沒有做過的夢。但是有你們，我們做到了！他們問我說呢~ 腳踩在紅磡體育館的感覺是什麽。我說~ 我不知道。因爲我去年太緊張了。今年呢，要好好的感覺一下。( By this time, Ashin started taking off his shoes.)到底踩在紅磡體育館是什麽感覺。( By now, he was taking off his socks. And Masa gave a disgusted look on his face :p Den everybody started shouting 脫掉！脫掉！

After Ashin took off his shoes n socks, he shouted: 感覺就是~
But before he can finish that sentence, Monster followed suit and Masa followed as well. Stone was super 遲鈍。He only starts taking off his shoes when Monster and Masa left only with their socks. So Ashin got to wait till everyone was done. Den everybody shouted for Guan You. But Ashin say: 他脫鞋，腳很臭的。=xxx 沒有~ 因爲他要打鼓~ 現在不想聼感想嗎？要講嗎？猜一猜感想是什麽！兩個字啊~ 好爽啊~~~~ 現在一起來唱下面這首歌 -- 溫柔。

OK~ the OS still no change... But Ashin's live version of this song has definitely improved alot!!! Its more like the album version, with more power and more gusto! ;DDD The song that follows was 憨人。After the 1st verse just before the chorus, Ashin said this: 雖然聼過很多次，我還是很驚訝。爲什麽香港人會唱台語歌？After this was 人生海海。So, this wrapped up the concert before encore.

The 2 songs for encore was Paradise by Beyond, Chinese version and 倔強。
Nothing much on these two~ But was definitely surprise that not many sang along Paradise~ hmm.... I thought Beyond was like the ultimate idol in HK rock scene? Maybe because it's not in Cantonese.. But the "Oh~ Para Paradise" part should be universal isn't it?

Anyway~ After the encore, audience was supposed to sing the song 相信。 This was proposed by My-Mayday forum... A similar forum to our mdmd.net lah~ It din succeed until like 10min where everybody kept shouting Encore! 五月天！ etc... it's very difficult to coordinate a crowd of 10,000 without microphone u know? In the end, only the 啦啦啦 part was heard :p
But I must say!! Hong Kong audience was FANTASTIC!!!! yup! actually, there were alot more Hong Kongers at the concert this year! Compared to last yr... which was full of PRCs... 難怪香港有一個所有華人歌手都想要征服的紅磡體育館！They are what I call, REAL concert-goers! Usually, after the encore, most people would have left the venue... But for this concert, 95% of the audience just STOOD (not sit ah!) at their seats and joining in with all the screams, shouts, wave, boo-ing of the announcement etc~ It's really touching to see almost 99% of the audience were actually standing!!! I don't know about last year cos my position was too blinded to look at the whole stadium. But I do know that on 5月4號，the seats were only 3/4 filled and audience wasn't that spontaneous.

Overall, Hong Kong Concerts were GREAT GREAT GREAT!!! FANTASTIC!!! MARVELOUS!!! SO MUCH better than last year! It's pretty obvious that they were not in good terms with each other last year. But this year, they were the same old Mayday we used to know! ;DDD I only have one regret.... I wasn't with the people I wish to be with most! It will be the BEST concert in my life for a long long time if it's with them...

A new Beginning

2007-04-18T22:21:00.000+08:00

I submitted my resignation yesterday. Yes~ I only have about 2 weeks left with JAL. I went for an interview on Monday, they told me they will get back to me end of the week. When I went home, I decided that maybe the job might not be suitable for me and I shall write an email to my agent to help me reject the offer if I really got it... Just when i make that decision, my agent called and say that her client decided to give me that offer~ at a salary I wanted as well.... Cannot believe this... So after consulting Celest, together with all the other factors, I decided to go for it!! Although up till now, still haven't sign appointment letter...

Accepting this job will mean, I cannot go on long holiday like I planned to... I will still be going Japan, but only for 3D2N AGAIN!!! (So it's a purely shopping spree) after my HK trip... It also means that I won't have time to accompany my friends from Taiwan as much as I wanted to... Abit sad.. but I know I have to take this opportunity before I lose it... It's only a 3 month contract and with a slim chance of being converted to permanent. It's kind of risky. But if I don't take this stepping stone, it will be almost impossible for me to switch to the finance sector.

It's really quite sad for me to leave my colleagues actually... minus all those job-related matter, they are actually all very nice people to be with. Hope I will still be in contact with most of them, if not all.

Lastly, my mum is going to Shanghai this Sat... arrggg... she's been back for 4mths... and now she will be gone for another 3mths... hai~~ Now it will mean I will have to do all my laundry n ironing myself... :( and nobody to listen to my grievences :( :( Also have to discipline my brothers :( and have to run all the errands for my parents since they are not in Singapore to do it... :(
But on the positive side, I can now have the whole master bedroom and the car to myself! And I can return home as late as I want to :p

2007-03-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

Its been quite a while since my previous entry. Well~ Not that nothing happened, just that life has been rather busy and hectic. I simply do not have the energy to sit down in front of the PC to type.

Work was terrible~ Just as I was complaining how slack and boring my job was, all the challenges seem to just come pouring down at the same time. Ever since my trip to HK and TW in Feb, I been working and working and working. Solving problems after problems. My only rest and enjoyment was asking friends out once a week, even if it was just a simple dinner. Thanks Celest! For always accomodating to my last min dates! Also , not forgetting my trip to Japan. YES!!! I finally went to Japan after 7 looong years.

It's been exactly 7 years since my last trip to Japan with my family when I was Sec 4. It was March as well. Although the trip was only 3D2N, I just felt great being able to travel and be on flights again! And the greatest thing is, my trip is don't cost a single cent! (excluding my expenses of course) Accomodation, flight tix and I still get $145 of allowance per day! Although my 3D2N in Japan was rather hectic, I was like forever rushing to catch the different buses. And walked half Shinjuku to look for Takashimaya... But it was still great!!! I bought lots of lots of instant noodles and jelly from Japan. And of course not forgetting my Fancl collagen. (kind of silly, but I enjoyed it!) Everybody commented that the noodles are nice! And my Mum was hoping I can ask my CA to get more for me :p
Thank GOD for this opportunity :)

Recently, my Mum got into some issues with my grandma. (or should I say all along, they had issues with each other.) My Dad is back for 4 days. He will be leaving tonight. And he made me SUPER angry this afternoon! So did that brother of mine, just like always.

But it's only yesterday that my mood got better. A big part due to my night shift. I haven't been on night shift for more than a week!! And 4 days of morning shift can really be a killer. My temper just gets haywire, thanks to all the phonecalls in the day.

And my mood SUCKS TOTALLY on Monday! For those who noe will noe, those who don't, I have no intention to elaborate. But I was really just roaming aimlessly the whole day. And the minute I recall the incident that happened, I just felt like digging a hole and bury my head right beneath it. At the same time, knowing that I deserved it. I felt much better now but still, I don't like the feeling of being rejected!

Coming up nx... nothing eventful in April. I will be going to HK and Japan again in May. I am hoping I will be able to be on a long long leave from May to June. I finally found someone to go Japan with me!! It's Jeremy and Yixuan!! Jeremy is confirm, Yixuan still pending. I hope we will have a good time there. Although it's only going to be Tokyo. After this long break, its time to think of moving on in my life. Not that I am not thinking about it now. Just that I cannot think about it if I wanna make sure my HK and Japan trip goes on smoothly.

2007-02-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

Just a little update~

A change of Boss = A change of an office era.
So Far So Good~ Hope it just continue to get better and not worse.

Thank God that I passed my Jlpt 2!!!

How very unexciting my life is...
I really wanted very much to write about my Taiwan trip 3 wks ago... But I somehow can't put my hands on it. This blog is sort of in an inactive mode.

I will continue writing here though :p

2007-02-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

Back from Hong Kong and Taiwan.
It's hasn't been a fruitful trip in terms of shopping.
But it has definitely been a trip filled with friendship!

I was transiting in Hong Kong, intending to stay one night at the airport after I am done with my shopping~ But happened to meet one of my stewardess there~ She introduced another friend~ and the two of them just kept me company till 6am the next day!!! I cannot believe this!! I really must thank them for the company!! It's definitely much much better than me spending the night alone at Macdonalds in the airport. Of Course!! Not to forget dear Jeremy for his companion over msn from 2am-430am!

In Taiwan~ My initial plan wasn't to do a great deal of shopping~ But neither did I expect it to be so little.....
I realised I wasn't able to shop because I need to queue for the concerts~ Since human are primitively selfish, I got to sacrifice my shopping trips in Taipei to company a friend of mine in the queue that lasted for 2 nights. 2 persons to queue for 36 people. You ask me where are the rest? They just can't make it. I must say~ I wasn't a least bit unhappy for having to queue... I just felt really sorry for that friend of mine. I cannot imagine if I weren't there in Taichung, is she going to queue all by herself??? Queuing overnight in winter, esp when there is a cold wave... is no joke!!! Have you ever been woken up in the middle of the night because you are shivering like mad? Well~ I did... For a moment, I really regretted it! Regretted going to Taiwan, regretted trying to play hero... But it din last too long...

There had been many unpleasant experience in Taiwan... While queueing as well as during the concert itself... But there are even more enjoyable moments!!! I have got to know lots and lots of great people! I give thanks to those who added enjoyment to my trip! I promise to make your trip to Singapore as enjoyable! (if they do come!)

Lastly, I just wanna say... I dunno how long those friendships will last (usually not very long :p) But I will try my best to preserve it!!

I shan't tok too much about the 3 concerts I attended in 2 days. People will find me (even I will find myself) shallow, irritating, childish, showing-off etc... Hence, everything shall be locked in my memory!! The bottom line is: I LOVE Mayday for each of their compositions and arrangements and of course their camaraderie!!! But I love one of the member of Mayday for his talents in writing, drawing, talking, singing and willingness to try out various instruments. (these may not be deemed as talent to others, but it is to me~)

NOT IN TOWN

2007-01-30T07:19:00.000+08:00

Will be away in Hong Kong and Taiwan.
Hope to be back on the 5th. If cannot get on the plane, will be back on 6th.

===中場休息===

2007-01-14T11:55:00.000+08:00

ok~ My initial plan was to write an entry for each song and in the reverse order~
So that when reading, it will be in the same sequence as the album~ and can have discussions on the various songs~
But due to my laziness~ everything breaks into parts n pieces :p
Anyway~

從我第一次聼這張專輯到現在，我的想法還是沒有改變~就是-- 這張專輯是屬與比較重搖滾的~ 雖然加入了很多很多很多的弦樂，而且歌曲也都沒有《軋車》，《終結孤單》那麽快，我覺得這張專輯的電吉他，Bass和鼓方面are very raw~
弦樂很重，仔細聼下去，五月天的演奏也非常的重！

I will be putting up the last 6 songs asap!! XDDDD

8）快樂很偉大

2007-01-14T11:47:00.000+08:00

咳~~~
WHYWHYWHY?? 他們就真的那麽愛“快樂頌”啊？從我懂事以來就很討厭“快樂頌”。不要問我原因~ 因爲連我自己都不知道... 就是覺得很不順耳~
好~撇開副歌的部分不談，這整首歌，我唯一聼得順耳的是前奏。原本還以爲多聼幾遍，說不定會越聼越好聼！可是... 咳~~~~~
Once again~ 這再一次證實了，我真的不懂得欣賞石頭寫的歌啊~ :(
以上種種原因，讓這首歌成爲我最不喜歡的歌。

9）忘詞

2007-01-14T11:38:00.000+08:00

哇哈哈~ 第一次看到歌名，就馬上想到阿信！他寫那麽一首歌，真的是太貼切了！
第一句就“嗯嗯搭拉” 超好笑的啦！
可是聼完這首歌之後，一點好笑的感覺都沒有~ 凡而多了很多感動。尤其是副歌的部分：

"你你的溫柔感動了我我忍耐太久內傷太重
在這一秒我一定要說就算失敗也不沈默

你你的溫柔感動了我我忍耐太久內傷太重
在豁出去的那一秒鐘卻又忘詞"

Once again, 弦樂有點太over了。原本開場沒那麽重，感覺很好~ 可是後面卻越來越重~ :(

10）寵上天

2007-01-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

第一次聼這首歌的時候，雞皮疙瘩掉滿地！！！哈哈~ 因爲覺得阿信的聲音很act cute!!!
可是看了歌詞之後，原來是一首友誼之歌，就絕定聼下去！
其實聼多幾遍會發現還蠻好聼的啦！有《垃圾車》的Feel~就是多了一點澎湃感。
尤其是一大票人的聲音重疊在一起的時候，感覺超好的！
我想我知道爲什麽這首歌會有116軌了...吉他重疊，弦樂重疊，聲音重疊... 難怪會搞到116軌啦！
還有還有！我覺得這首歌的尾聲也很可愛，很搞笑！原本我還在想”唧咕叭“是什麽東西啊？跟我們小時候玩的那個遊戲名稱有點像哦~ 可是應該不是啦~ 我們這裡是新加坡，他們是台灣，玩的遊戲應該不一樣吧~
哈！可是偏偏就是一樣的遊戲！！！從ptt那裏得知的。當然還有哪個”床前明月光，低頭吃便當，吃什麽便當？啤酒順啦！” 哈哈~ 這裡是歌詞的一小段：

你一個口令我一個動作絕不拖延
你一個皺眉我三條黑線整個高度警戒
我無時無刻都無怨無悔讓你無法又無天的撒野

是一座堡壘是一種哲學我們之間
是一股熱血是一句乾杯也是一種永遠
我無時無刻都無怨無悔讓愛無窮又無盡萬萬歲

是我的朋友就是我的BABY
就算你打我踢我也都OK
就是要寵你寵你寵上了天
天堂整個搬到你身邊

11) 米老鼠

2007-01-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

整張專輯最感傷的一首歌。對我來説，是一首非常典型的怪獸作品。但也是一首非常非常典型的日式搖滾。這讓我不禁想要問 “怪獸是不是很常聼日本歌啊？” 其實我覺得這首歌超級像一首日語歌。不知道大家有沒有聼過TOKIO 的《牙刷》。TOKIO 的主唱就是我偶像,濱崎步的男朋友 :p
OK anyway~~
阿信只有參與這首歌的詞的部分。其他的配樂，和聲等都沒有他的分。可是真的,真的已經夠了。
你也許會覺得 “米老鼠！一定很可愛吧！” 哈! 那就大錯特錯了！這是一首悲到不能再悲的歌。是唯一一首讓我掉眼淚的歌。

“一身黑皮膚白手套紅短褲
一雙大大耳朵隨時在向人打招呼

他是我朋友陪我笑陪我哭
尤其是當我當我最無助有他聼著我傾訴

摩天輪停住咖啡杯不跳舞
孩子練習著讓悲傷麻木快樂也開始麻木

夢中城堡裏面跳舞
醒了世界依然殘酷

以爲我愛著孤獨以爲自己不會迷路
以爲自己跟自己再不用誰照顧

以爲我愛著孤獨卻又崩潰的無助
誰能讓我擁抱著盡情的哭
讓我唯一的朋友不是老鼠”

我想每一個人都曾經有過這首歌裏所描述的孤獨和無助吧。正當你想盡辦法讓悲傷麻木的同時，你也已經在不知不覺中開始對快樂麻木了。你能夠想象一個對快樂麻木的人是多麽痛苦的嗎？

12) 一千個世紀

2007-01-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

又是石頭的曲。我覺得和《寂寞星球》相當類似。不太喜歡:(
可是我卻很喜歡它的詞。喜歡歌詞裏，情景的轉變。從寒武紀到人類進化到文明興衰。真的很浪漫！

“當時地球還年輕我們誕生荒涼大海裏
演化到了寒武紀我們長出了脊椎和勇氣

當時你我都野性我們學會用火和穴居
後來帝國正崛起我們戰亂之中更相依

直到文明又毀滅一千世紀後的第一天
伊甸園裏肩並肩我們笑看太陽也熄滅”

總結陳詞

2007-01-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

對我個人而言，這整張專輯聼下來，並沒有《神的孩子都在跳舞》那麽地“主流”。但是絕對也是一張越聼越耐聼的。

阿信：3首曲，風格截然不同。比較抒情的，比較重搖滾的和比較俏皮的。我只能說厲害！他寫歌的功力真的越來越進步了。歌詞方面，全部11首都是他的作品。我發現這次的詞似乎不太適合放在紙上閲讀。有很多句子和詞彙都是重復的。所以這次就不把歌詞放上來。雖然歌詞的主題大多是圍繞愛情，但是一點類似的感覺都沒有。然而我自己超喜歡的是那些非情歌！例如《寵上天》和《米老鼠》！超級喜歡 OK!? 歌唱方面，又和上一次不一樣了！一直在變。或許是因爲不同的歌曲有不同的詮釋方式吧。我可以說我每一種都喜歡嗎？:p (沒主見 hor?)

怪獸：4首曲。出乎我意料之外，竟然比阿信多！But 很高興看到這種現象。從《時光機》開始，就覺得怪獸的曲有一種很接近 J-rock 的風格，是我最喜歡的歌曲類別。這次也不例外。可是我縂覺得怪獸的曲偏向感傷。希望以後能寫多一些像《我又初戀了》這一類輕快的曲！

瑪莎：1首曲。這是他第一次由曲的貢獻，所以談不上風格。但是《最重要的小事》其實還蠻好聼的啦，尤其是副歌的部分。

石頭：2首半。石頭的曲也有他自己的一種風格。但老實説，我真的不懂得欣賞:( 從《寂寞星球》到《晚安地球人》再到現在的《快樂很偉大》和《一千個世紀》，這些都是專機裏我最不喜歡的歌曲:( 可是我卻很喜歡那些演奏曲！讓人有一種清新的感覺。

冠佑：半首。又是半首。上一次的《超人》和這一次的《香水》。哇靠！差很多leh!!! 完全不同的Feel! 兩首都不錯！不能相比~ 一首很抒情，一首很搖滾。希望下一次能聽到一首完完全全屬於他的作品

2006-12-30T07:50:00.000+08:00

woohoo~!~!
THANK YOU YIXUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*muack muack muack muack muack*

Due to my busy schedule yesterday, I asked my brother to go Visma to get the highly-anticipated CD at 2+. BUT!!!! They say it will only be in after 5pm -_-
Wah lao.... Very disappointed!!

OK nvm... I shall get it myself at IMM later in the evening...
To my horror!!! IMM has got no CD shop!!! Only laserflair and TS.. -_-X2
My mood was really bad after that... Totally cannot smile or laugh...

Den they suggest that I can just make a turn to JurongEast's CD Rama...
Initially I still paiseh to drag all of them along with me... But I really want to get hold of the CD!!!! So ok~ I went there. But I stayed in the car. They went down to get it for me.... After waiting for 5min or so... They came back, empty-handed -_-X3 They say that this CD Rama will only have stock in Jan... kao!!!
There goes my LAST hope :'(((
I am so not going to get my CD today.... Needless to say, my mood was worse!

Throughout the night, while cooking our pasta, bacon etc... I was still grumbling and whining over it. I was even more disappointed and sad after browsing through the forum, reading posts, comments, discussion about the CD. ARG~!~!~! Damn it!!! @#$%&*!*@&#$&($#

Time has passed midnight. I have to accept the fact that I am not getting my CD by today... And most probably will not get it the nx day, since I really dun have the time and my brother most prob wun wanna go get it for me again... -_-X4

OK~ So I should settle down for our gift-exchange...
Just when I was passing my gift to a friend, the cover of THAT Highly-Anticipated CD came into sight!!!!!!! I couldn't help but screamed!!!!!!! My two stupid but lovely friends bluffed me!!!! And I cannot imagine I was so gullible to actually believe them.. But actually I thought it was quite logical since that CD rama is not very big~ WAH~~ Anyway... I played the CD immediately using my friend's laptop. Then we went on discussing which songs are nice which are not~ But apparently... there's something serious wrong with the laptop's speakers!! That supposedly familiar voice suddenly turned into something unfamiliar at all!!! Some songs also sounded quite awful as compared to later when I listened it on my car~

YEAH!! So I still did manage to get hold of the CD with not too late the delay! I will listen to it a few more times before giving comments~ Since some songs can sound quite bad on 1st listening and turn out to be very nice after awhile ;DDD

I am happy happy and lucky lucky girl!!!

To this group of friends whom I spent a wonderful evening on the 29th Dec 2006:
你一個口令我一個動作絕不拖延
你一個皺眉我三條黑線整個高度警戒
我無時無刻都無怨無悔讓你無法又無天的撒野

是一座堡壘是一種哲學我們之間
是一股熱血是一句乾杯也是一種永遠
我無時無刻都無怨無悔讓愛無窮又無盡萬萬歲

(你們)
是我的朋友就是我的BABY
就算你打我踢我也都OK
就是要寵你寵你寵上了天
天堂整個搬到你身邊

Summary

2006-12-27T09:29:00.000+08:00

After a week from the big dilemma, it's over... I think?
The new employer did not call me back even though he said I was confirm. I did not bother to call back since I don't mind staying behind. So I pray that he will not call me anymore.

Had a peaceful, uneventful Christmas. All the excitement seems to come after Christmas.. Had one gathering yesterday.. one more today and one more of Friday~ Weird rite? But I did enjoy the short Christmas shopping with my mum. It's been a long long time since we shop together. My dad was back over the weekend, to run some errand and to take a break. Although I think his blood pressure increased tremendously the moment he come back. All thanks to my grandmother.. hai...

My house has recently been refurnished. Just a little though. After living in the autonomous space for 20 years, there are finally some changes to my living and dining room. Thanks to the Fengshui master... I am still trying to get use to the days without my mirror wall.. Now I cannot look into the mirror just before I step out of house... :'( All these effort better work!!!

Life has been quite good at work... Although I was quite sad over a transfer of my colleague... He is someone whom I really can get along and someone who never fail to make me laugh. BUT... on the other hand, that inhumane boss of mine, has been transferred too!!!! He is now going back to Japan! in charge of domestic flights!! HAHAHA.... Let's hope the new one will be somebody more capable, if not nicer...

Lastly.... TWO more days!!!!!!!!! To the Highly-Anticipated Album of The YEAR!!!!

Dear friends of mine (non-mayday fans) who would like to have this album and yet dun have the extra $18-20 to spare, I dun mind getting for you. In return, you must really appreciate it by listening to it back to back at least 55 times!! (probably means that you will be able to sing it the nx time we go KTV :p
We have waited for TWO years since their last album!! (Compilation excluded)
This will be BRAND-NEW _ _ songs! (dunno how many songs yet)
Can't wait to watch the MVs!!!!! AH~~~ Super excited!!!!!!
I cannot believe after TWO years, I am still so crazy over them!!! As usual... I will do a review here after I get hold of the album on the 29th DEC!! hmm~ Maybe on the 1st or something ba~ I even get an OFF that day!! hahaha.... It's for me to go Visma and shop!! I got at least 4 albums and 1 Dvd to buy! yeah yeah yeah!!! Can't wait for Friday to come!

A Big Dilemma

2006-12-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hai.... This is worse than when I got my offer to go NIE...
I am thinking whether to quit my current company or not... I never had a good sleep since my agent told me that there is a job at a resort... and wanted me to go for an interview... SIANZ.....
After going for the interview yesterday... I think the job is pretty interesting and it's something I like! BUT.....
when my interviewer say I have a good chance... just that I can only join 1 mth later, I totally dunno wat to do!!!! My mood was terrible today... I really dunno how to face my colleagues!!!!! And I really very very VERY "she bu de" my free/cheap flights, my airport pass and I definitely won't want to see that stupid person having an easy time out!!! I feel very ungrateful even before anything is confirmed... I swear I REALLY DUN MIND being rejected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When my interviewer called my agent and say that he needs to KIV me, I was like Whew!!!
Later I called back to say that I will give up this job~ since the interviewer was so reluctant in giving me the pay I wanted and has problem with me having to give 1 mth notice~ forget it then!!
lalala~~~
So I am in a big big relief now!!!! Yeah!!! I can start planning for my Taiwan trip and my possible Japan business trip!!! haha...

Oh yeah!!! One more thing!!!!!!! 10 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BORN TO LOVE!!!! must buy k?????

ABC concert (a very childish entry)

2006-12-07T22:24:00.001+08:00

Woohoo~~~ It was a GREAT concert!!!! It's the best concert I've attended!!!! haha... probably due to the proximity to the stage!! I was standing at the 1st row!!!! the 2nd time in my life!! in the centre somemore!!! haha.... Although most of Chen Sheng's songs I nv even hear before... His humour did made his portion very enjoyable!!! haha....

Pin Guan also~~ Although dun have those very high songs and all love ballades, I think he can sing well!! Also, he is quite good-looking in person!

Of course... the ultimate best was MAYDAY lah!!!! who else??? The crowd just went crazy whenit comes to Mayday!!! So many people stood up at their seats!!! And the crowd sang REALLY loud!!!! To me, it's even louder than in all the FH I attended!! I really hope that they will have their own concert at the Singapore Indoor Stadium the next time!! I am sure they have enough fans to fill up the space now!! Also, from yesterday's performace, I can see that He was really trying his best liao!! And the atmosphere on stage has improved SO SO SO SO MUCH since HK FH... I am sure things will get even better! Although it will still take awhile... It's is improving!!! YEAH!!! so let's just put watever happened earlier this yr aside... It's going to be a smashing 2007 ahead!!! Can't wait for their album on 29th DEC!!!

And of course!!!! The full 20 min of birthday celebration portion was something that made this concert worth $1000!!! Initially it's worth $688 loh!!! (that er xin Rain concert is worth 888 loh... orz...) First time seeing Ashin losing his "Prince" image!!! haha... Drink stout and kena smashed into a cake!!! Damn funny!!!! He very suay lah... His birthday actually coincides with a concert organized by a beer company... If it's some other concerts, he wun have to drink the stout loh~ Last year.. Stone they all only drank mineral water loh... hahaha~~

厚臉皮時間: (if you think you are gg to feel disgusted by misspeirong, please DO NOT continue!!!)
Oh~~ and there is one thing I wanna say! You noe lah.. in the past... During this kind of concert where I get to stand very near the stage... I always say that I think who who who saw me etc... Not that none of them is true... Just that All of them, I can be sure!! The performers most probably are looking at ppl behind or beside or in front of me lah~ HAHA... I was just living in self-denial!! :p BUT!!! yesterday!!! I am SURE for one thing!!!! cos he did it twice!!! haha... 1st time no hand gesture, 2nd time with his hand loh~~ I think it was because I was singing 2 of his songs with the exact same enthusiasm I had when singing Mayday's songs... So maybe he tot I am his fans ba... hai.... But too bad not HIM leh!!!! It's somebody who I totally not interested in... I was singing his songs so enthusiastically only because those 2 songs were written by HIM loh....

And thanks to my friends who were with me at this concert... There were quite a bit of tension here and there... I hope things will be fine after awhile~ Sorry for being the cause of those happiness... Hope such things will not happen again the next time... If you guys dun mind me joining you guys the next time...

2006-11-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

This is bad... It's been a month since my last entry.. And I haven't even put up my 蓋世英雄 part 2.... :( I really no mood to write lah...

Just came back from a trip.. I went to Shanghai again... This was decided quite last min.. Cos I got a scolding from my boss one day, and I decided to give myself a break.. So bought 2 tics, drag my brother along and off we go! Celebrated my birthday there... It's been at least 10 years since I last cut a cake on the actual day... And I am really glad I was able to do it with my parents! ;D

Anyway... The thing that brought this entry has nothing to do with the trip.. It was a song I heard from this new album I bought today. I bought 品冠's 愛到無可救藥.
All along, I always feel that 品冠 has a better voice than 光良~ I still feel the same way~ But 光良's compositions are more outstanding that 品冠's. But no matter what, I am fan of neither.
I can say this honestly, if not because of 阿信 being the producer of this album and wrote lyrics for 5 of the songs, I will not buy.
Honestly again, I am quite disappointed with the music compositions in this album. By 3rd listening, there isn't exactly a song that I think sounded exceptionally good. But there is this one song that caught my attention on 2nd read.

楓葉紅麵館
曲：李俊傑
詞：阿信

這暑假揉著麵糰掃著廁所我在麵館打工
漢堡王國對街吵到音樂無藥可救
才發了呆就被敲頭老爹說好麵要用心揉

揉就揉座右銘比作麵技巧教得還要更多
固執老爹刀削神技慢慢聲名遠播
西寧路上越來越火吃麵的人要排兩個鐘頭

老爹說麵糰就要緊握
削成了麵才能讓人感動
老爹他愛嘮叨嘮叨我搖搖頭
何不乾脆去當教授
為何在這開麵館呢?

那一年十五歲的老爹和她走過遍地楓紅
一聲再見楓葉的紅變成滿天烽火
沒再見過老爹他說並沒有一輩子能牽手

手中的老爹握著那片楓葉半個世紀經過
女孩愛作的刀削麵老爹再沒吃過
人們停火開始交流女孩早已變成老婆婆

老爹說有愛就要緊握
現在他把愛做成一碗感動
老爹他讓多少靈魂滿足的活
和一個開始認真的我
老爹卻好像在等什麼

某一個滿天彩霞的午後
有個老婆婆走進了麵館裡頭
衣服上的楓葉別針顏色火紅
老爹他正在睡午覺呢
我飛奔而去叫醒他了

不怕老實説，到老不變的感情是我這輩子最渴望的。老公公和老婆婆走過大半輩子，仍然能夠手牽著手地一起經歷風風雨雨，你難道不覺得浪漫嗎？年少時一段純純的戀愛，中間即使走失了，即使身邊已經有了另外一半，到拿拐杖的那一天仍然期待在吸最後一口之前能夠重逢，你難道不被這份執著而感動嗎？

This lyrics is really very touching~ The more you read it, the more touching u will find :p
It's a big contrast to the arrangement of the song. This is actually quite a lively song with a tinge of humour in it. But the hidden agenda stands out even more with such arrangement. No doubt my favourite song in this album.

蓋世英雄 ROUND 1

2006-10-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

我說蓋世，你說英雄！蓋世！！！英雄！！！

WOOHOOOO~~~~~ What a FANTASTIC, MARVELLOUS evening!!!!!!!
I am now suffering from a serious PLS!! Post-Leehom-Syndrome!!! I never expect this to happen before the concert~ Never did I think that this will be an exciting concert... It's true that I used to be quite a fan of Leehom... But Mayday has surpassed it for a good two years... So I really wasn't so excited about this concert like Qiuping...

BUT!!!!! After yesterday's concert..... aiyoh~~ I tell you... I am really beginning to admire Leehom all over again sia!!! He is just SO DAMN TALENTED and charming!!!!
I am going to write down the details here before they fade away...

1) 蓋世英雄/放開你的心/愛你就等於愛自己

Opening medley~ I was still struggling whether to stand or not…Cos nobody was standing loh! But after sitting down for 2min, I just stood up lah~

It was supposed to be quite high.. but the crowd seems to be rather cold lah… But I can remember the audience singing “放開你的心”

I must say… Leehom can’t dance very well.. but OK lah!!! He is already so talented and so handsome, it will be very unfair if he can dance well right?!!? He played abit of electric guitar here as well!

2) 公轉自轉

Qiuping recognized this song before I could (goes to show how not very ardent I am :p)

It’s quite different from the original one~ Of course I prefer this one… I din like this song in the past… I still dun love it now.. But the change of arrangement makes it sounds a little better to my listening~

3) 愛的就是你

Leehom started to slow down the pace a little here… When he sang “在愛的幸福國度，你就是我唯一…” I still happily tell Qiuping its 唯一 -_-||| What kind of fan am I man!!??

Follow which he sang “我唯一愛的就是….” Den the audience sang 你~~~~ Den the whole song start…

4) Talking

This is the first time he spoke in the concert… He first asked “How are you guys doing?”

Den everybody shouted GOOD~

He mentioned things like he is very happy that many of his friends were there, his volin teacher etc… And of course Kit Chan~ He said “在她面前唱歌有點緊張~ 因爲我剛出道的時候，那個時候沒有那麽多的八卦雜誌，我對她的這個 HUGE crash.” Den the audience when OH~~~ Den he said “Who didn’t right?” Den he went on to sing “我喜歡這樣跟著你，隨便你帶我到哪裏~” Den thank her for coming.. Den mentioned a group of musicians and named the countries from which the audience came from. Of course he mentioned something about Singaporeans and we all went crazy… haha… Finally he went into the next song, which he dedicated it to Kit~ hahaha…

5) Kiss Goodbye

Hai~~ I was a little disappointed lah… Cos he didn’t play the piano himself.. I thought I can see the same thing as in MV… This was the time where everybody suddenly sits down.. SO SIAN!!!!! But of course for ballades like these, there will be times where the audience will be needed to sing the chorus lah… THE most exciting part came after he finish the song!!!! He sent a MUACK to the audience lah!!! With both hands somemore!! SO CUTE!!!!!!!! Hahaha….

6) 永遠的第一天

HA~~~ This song… Both me and Qiuping thought it was 流淚手心 until the chorus where he sang “永遠的第一天” Den we went OH~~~ 永遠的第一天… pengz…

After this song was a DJ saying some rap.. He also did the 我說蓋世，你說英雄 thingy lah… Den Leehom came back to stage again…

7) Ya Birthday/女朋友/我就喜歡

A very hip-hop performance loh~~ We stood up again~

I was really amused by the pa-da-pa-pa-pa part… haha… thought of Macdonald’s straight away… :p Oh~~ The hot part was his dance with the gal from T-rush!! Woohoo!! The gal ripped off his t-shirt leh!!! Leaving only his vest!!! Hahaha…. --drooling--

8) 情敵貝多芬

Wah!!! Very high lah!!! This song! I never thought he would sing this song!! This song was like SO LONG ago.. his 1^st album leh!!! He sounds so good now!!!! And the arrangement at the concert was much much more up to date!!

Before the next song… He went to change again lah… This time, the video wall showed a video clip by Leehom’s Sg fanclub… Background music was 大城小愛~ It was really sweet when the crowd sang along with it!! Den me and Qiuping were like going through the video and remembering when we first went for his 簽唱會 and discussing whether he looks better with his hair long or short~ and how come we din realize he was actually quite good looking since the very beginning!! Before we notice it… he was all ready on stage… We were really only concentrating on the video loh~~

9) 不要害怕

This is the beginning of the unplugged portion. (where everybody sat down again). Before he start off… He said “ I love it when you guys sing” and introduced the VCR by Ourhome SG~ and said that he was very touched… Den he went on to say “我發現新加坡人都很會唱歌，陳潔儀阿，孫燕姿阿，俊傑阿，蔡健雅阿~ 很musical的一個國家，我不知道爲甚麽.” (at this point… I was like 哪裏會？) Den he turned to his guitarists around him and said something like “the proportion to the population, 吳慶隆，our band leader, our music director is Singaporean.” “我要做一個驗證，在這裏查一下新加坡人是不是真的比較會唱歌”

Den he wanted us to sing 不要害怕, want us to 挑戰和聲~ Initially he tried to divide the audience, so that some sing the main melody, some sing the harmony… haha… But it turn out to be really too difficult lah… So he decided that everybody shall just stick to the main melody!! Damn funny!!!

Den he dunno wat to say after that.. he said “其實上台之前應該要準備一下台詞比較好~

Ok!! After all the talking.. the song finally starts!!!

HEY MAN!!! His singing really very good ok!!!!??? His 假音 was so perfect!

10) 大城小愛

Before we were ready... he sang "烏黑的髮尾~" in a very R&B mode... VERY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Den the guitar came in and he sang the whole song proper~ This is one of my fav Leehom’s songs… Totally melted seeing him sing and play guitar at the same time lah!!! It’s really sweet when he stopped to let the audience sing “I’m thinking of you~” Though it’s sort of like forcing us to sing it… HAHA… But no lah~~ I sang it 心甘情願-ly :p

Oh~~ Did I mention that during this part.. he was actually wearing a blue shirt with a strap over his shoulder and chest~ It looks totally like wat Ashin wore during FH.. I forgot whether he wore it in SG FH or not.. but I am sure he wore it during KL FH.. HK FH, I oso cannot remember… But the 2 shirts are REALLY SIMILAR!!! Just that Leehom’s a little more 華麗 cos of some shimmer… ok.. back to the concert…

11) W-H-Y

WOOHOO~~!~!~! My another favourite!!! But I din expect him to sing this unplugged!!! Its also during this song where we stood up again!!! Hahaa… Very high loh~!~! You wun expect unplugged to be THIS HIGH!!! Haha…

12) 一首簡單的歌

Before this song… Qiuping told me that the grand piano was there… I thought I wun see it at all!!! Very excited lah!!! Before he sang the song.. he played something and did some talking as well.. he said with his eyes closed “ 這場演唱會對我來講挑戰性非常大，考驗很大。因爲我這段時間都沒有在唱歌，都在演戯。而且都在演一個非常不hip-hop 的一個人, (wahahaha~~) 非常不流行的一個人，大概六十年前的人，所以轉不過來，有一點XX (can’t figure out wat he said)。所以今天晚上我希望你們能夠多唱一點，帶動我的情緒~ Den the song starts proper~~ One big difficulty at Leehom’s concert, I realized is to sing along with him…. He is forever like R&B-ing… how we know which note he wants to sing??? But the 大合唱 at the chorus was really great!!! Nothing else…. Just our voice, his voice and the piano!!! VERY NICE!!!!! He can REALLLY REALLY REALLY SING!!!!!!!!!!!

13) 流淚手心

ok~~ The REAL 流淚手心 is here~ Erm… All along, I din really like this song lah… But it was really much better yesterday!!!! I just enjoy listen it with simple piano arrangement and the very free-style way of singing!!! When the drum, guitar, bass comes in.. I din like it as much le…

15) LOVE LOVE LOVE

It is similar to the performance he did at 金曲獎 two yrs back~ But this was not so 激昂, it’s more mellow but still as SEXY!!!! and in my own opinion, better lah… :p

Until this part of the concert…. He has already played electrical guitar, acoustic guitar and piano! ALREADY VERYVERYVERYVERY TALENTED lah!!!!!!!!! Especially the piano part!!! AWWWW~~~!!!!!!!! BUT….. The best has YET TO COME!!!!! I will update the last part tmr!!! I shall go listen to my recording and watch my video clips to refresh some of my memories!!

洩憤之章

2006-10-12T22:19:00.000+08:00

Today, for the first time, I was totally able to understand how my colleagues had felt towards my that so-called boss...

All this while, I just listen to my colleagues criticizing that so-called boss, I always thought that he is still quite nice in some ways... But today!!! WA KAO!!! I realised that so-called boss is totally inhumane!!!!! The way he treats those long-serving cabin crews are terrible!!! Still scold me!!?? KAO!!! I am not that sonofabitch leh... I will not stand there and let him scold one leh!!!
Here are some things I wanna say to that inhuman!!!

Listen up!!! U think you are a Cabin Crew manager?? Wake up!! U are just an incompetent, selfish, arrogant, stupid bastard!!! Apart from

1) Pretend to work in front of the computer but in actual fact, planning which country to go, which hotel to stay during your weekends,
2) Coming in office late, leaving office early,
3) Know nothing but act as if you do know something,
4) Ordering people around to cover your ass,
5) Suck up to your superiors,
6) Making sure nobody gets in your way of a comfort life here in Singapore,
7) Cutting down cost in EVERY single way to make sure you are benefitting the company, but in actual fact it is YOU that is depleting the company's money,
8) Listening to those who suck-up to you,
9) Ignoring your subordinate's voices,
10) Setting rules for others and breaks them the very next moment,
and many many more....... ,

you have NOTHING!!!
Apart from being able to speak Japanese, you can do NONE of what the whole department is doing!

1)You dunno how to give briefing,
2) You dunno how to plan schedule,
3) You dunno what are the functions of the new system,
4) You dunno anything about the old system,
5) You dunno how to solve drop flights,
6) You dunno how to communicate with the crews,
7) You dunno how allowances and perdiems are calculated,
8) You dunno the individual job scopes of your subordinates,
9) You dunno what your subordinates do during 40s, 50s hours of OT,
10) Best of all, you dun even know how to answer/entertain a call that is not on your direct line!

You can go ahead and be Buay Song about me! I may be new, I may love this job at the airport, but I am not going to let you throw your arrows anyhow. I promise I will make you think twice before finding faults on me and blaming me on anything!!! and you better not let me embarrass you during our section meeting tmr! The rest of them may be able to be nice to you on the surface, I will as well, in a different manner though. Of course I know that you hold a key to my future in this company. But its only ONE of the keyS.

Today, I was able to held back my tears. I will continue to do so with pride and dignity. I will not be like that cheap Siberia Husky of yours, who will produce a single sound even with your meanest insult.

Oh!! And that chicken-hearted, hoping-to-be-a-manager-one-day assistant manager, can forget about it! Cos according to that inhuman, you need a flying liscense to be manager of Cabin Crew! HAHAHAHA~~~ so continue to nag all you want, be the Mr Nice Guy all you like, continue finding faults of ur subordinate, continue to be obstinated and argue your way through, continue to act busy, I will not be bothered by you. Even if you are able to become the manager one day, you are just who you are because you are a pioneer to the company. Remember this yah?

2006-10-08T00:33:00.000+08:00

My mood had been like tsunami over the past few days...
Extremely happy because Mayday's attendance is confirmed! Even more happy to know that they will come for a concert this Dec. I cannot describe my excitement man... almost screamed out when I saw the SMS...
Extremely unhappy because I made some mistakes at work...

The thought of resigning did came across my mind for a few hours.... I really think I should get a better job and be out of this place for good. With a sonofabitch around... its a matter of time that I blow up... But I really can't bear the airport environment... and many other wonderful colleagues... Working at the airport has been one of my dreams since young... I really don't wanna give it up just because of a non-human...

So I shall hang on and press on!!! 必竟只有吃得苦中苦、オ能方為人上人。

2006-09-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

今天九月二十八號，是我第一次正式擁有一個真正的名牌包包兼名牌錢包。包包是 Celine的，錢包則是Ferragamo的。因爲今天機場有個私人售賣會。東西都打了6折。在這裡我必須慎重申明，我的虛榮心其實沒想象中強~ 只不過我的確相信一分錢一分貨。雖然貴的可能是爛貨，但便宜就肯定沒好貨啊！我今天買的其實不算超級名牌啦~ 總共加起來也沒超過一千塊啊~

Ok.. I think the nx part of my entry shall be in English...
For the 3rd time in my life, 2nd time in 4 mths.... I was kena 搭訕 by a 黑人~ 黑人as in Negro... -_-|||
1 was from England, 1 was from some African country and today's was from States...
I was already seated at the most corner n shelterd seat in the train loh!!! Den this person just walk past me n decided to sit opp. and said Hi... My face just turn black immediately...He said that he tot his flight was 11am whereas in actual fact its 11pm... I totally showed an uninterested face liao!! He still went on to tell me how he got a gf from SQ and dump him after borrowing some money from him... WTH!!!
Den later he wanna give me his namecard den 乘機 sit beside me lah!!!totally pissed off!!!! Den he ask me if i have a boyfriend... I said Yes!! But he actually knew that I was lying!!! But I insist that I have one! He went on to tok alot of crap!! Luckily I was alighting the nx stop...
This is a totally gross-out, unpleasant experience... I just pray that no more of such things happen again!! And for those who are laughing at this moment... it is definitely not funny...

2006-09-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

I did some update to my friendster a few min ago. I also browse through the testimonials and the list of my friends. It is sad to say that most of my friends in the list are just there to sustain my memory. I have no contact with them. They were there simply because I knew them.

My testimonials are even sadder... Some of those who wrote them were no longer in that list. Of course, that was a choice I made and I have not regretted it until recently. For 3 whole years, I always thought it is more of a blessing that I am no longer in contact with them. But now, all the guilt just got into me and I have to admit... I really really really regretted it. I regretted being so childish and so impulsive... Someone mentioned to me that it is really childish for his ex-girlfriend to delete him from the friendster list. I did not tell him that I did the same to a group of friends 3 yrs back.

I have no idea where they are now and what they are doing now. I just pray that we will meet again someday. And I will be able to say "Hello! Haven't seen you for a long time! How have you been?" in a totally natural way without any form of awkwardness.

2006-09-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

Haven't had such a great weekend for a long long long time...
And haven't been out till so late for a long long long time as well~
Thanks to all my friends who had accompanied me this Friday and Saturday!!!

The Ktv pub was fun with you guys!!! ;DDD
minus how stinky I became after that :p

Fish n Co. was not bad either!
minus the super dark seat, black out and cold food...
And thanks to Yixuan and Jeremy for your companion at TCC till 1am...
I know you guys are just accompanying me cos I said I dun wanna go home so early...
Thank you SO MUCH!! Love ya!!!

Can't wait for tmr to come!! It will definitely be another great time out again!!!

Life is actually not that miserable after my mum went over to China~ cos I have got you guys!!!

Quote what dear Qiuping said : "Good friends dun need so many, 1 or 2 is enough!" yeah man!!

2006-09-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

Feeling quite sad today... Cos tmr my mum is leaving for China already...
I really very She Bu De her to go leh......... how.......?
Althought after she leaves, I can go out till late nite, nobody will be there to nag at me and I can have the master bedroom all to myself...
After she leaves, it will oso means that nobody help me wash clothes, iron clothes liao.... And most importantly, nobody will be there to listen to all my complains and nobody to chat with when I am home.... :'(((
Dear Mummy, please take care of urself and enjoy ur life when u r over in China and hope Daddy wun bully you. I promise that I will not make you worry about things back home. See you 3 mths later.

I cannot tell her all these so I am writing them down here.

2006-09-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

Agenda for this entry:
1) Wu Bai and Zhang Zhen Yue's concert
2) Seeing 权相宇 on his arrival
3) Seeing Wu Bai, Zhang Zhen Yue and MC Hotdog on their departure
4) Winning a battle

1) This concert was good!! Although Zhang Zhen Yue din really interact with the crowd... This was more like a Wu Bai's concert with Zhang Zhen Yue as special guest loh... There were only a few ppl here and there who stood up... Some stood up when MC Hotdog came on stage but most stood when Wu Bai was on stage.
I did not stand throughout the whole concert, sat down during those slower songs... But I think I am more high when Ah Yue was on stage... haha... me n ah tan waved to his guitarist somemore kekeke... I was oso high during Wu Bai's show lah.. Just that abit tired. It's definitely a concert worth $150!!!
I must say... Wu Bai is better-looking now!! He can really say cold jokes~ Ah Yue was cute!!! haha... there was once during song transition, he signalled to the crew to shift the chair away quickly! He din say anything much throughout the whole concert... He was very non-chalant throughout the concert lah... MC Hotdog was cool! Minus those *!@&^#@^#* in the songs... I think he is very daring and funny!!! cool!!
I am glad that more than half of the songs sang in the concert were songs I am familiar with! haha... so its worth the money lah!!!
Oh! I wanna add!! There were quite a few "aunties" and "decent-looking women"~ They can be quite crazy over Wu Bai man!!! haha...

2) After a supper, 2 hours of sleep, I woke up at 0430, to put on one of my better outfit and better looking makeup... I head off to work... A superstar is coming today -- 权相宇. Honestly, I am not a fan of his... I just think he is ok only.. But I have a mission... That is to go take a few shots of him.. for my colleagues who were off that day... Yup! I saw him.. Couldn't even recognise him.. Thought he looked like Song Cheng Xian :p But ok lah.. He is tall but doesn't seem too friendly...
There were quite a few aunties inside the restricted area, wanting to see him oso.. But the number was far less than what I expected... But the public area was WooHoo!!! super crowded lah... n for some reason, most were wearing Red...
Den a stupid thing happened.... After waiting for so long... He finally walk pass us, towards the public area... I took up my camera, tried to on it.. it HANGED!!!!! !@*@(&#*&)(@# I cannot believe this... And the moment he stepped out, my camera was back to normal again... -_-||| So great~~ I did not manage to take any photos... dunno come for wat!!! My only console was... While waiting, a steward onboard the flight 权相宇 took, walked pass me, smiled and said nicely n politely, He is coming out. Den I said oh ok~ Thank you! haha... he was quite good-looking leh!! just that quite short... ok~ Excitement ends here for the time being.

3) After breakfast and do a little bit of work, its 11+. Its time for Wu Bai n gang to check in!! So I went downstairs. The minute I step out of the lift, I saw them checking in through the VIP check-in... I looked ard... Not a single fan in sight!!! So I just calmly took my camera n took one shot... Den I went proceed to the restricted area. I was super excited n nervous lah~~ haha... Dunno whether to take photo wif them or not... But in they end... I am too hum ji... only manage to take with MC Hotdog... Wu Bai and Ah Yue got their "managers" with them... so I dare not take... I think they are not as close as they seems to be... all of them boarded the gate individually!! They drummers, guitarists, MC Hotdog, Ah Yue n Wu Bai... They all board at different timing!! that's so weird!!!

4) As for the battle, it took place 2 days ago... In case you dun get it... I am toking abt that idiot in my office... Ha~!~! I almost got into deep shit!! But too bad... He too look small me and not only did I not get into deep shit, I managed to rebuke every single thing he said!! I may be stupid, but not enough for these!!! V

2006-08-27T23:47:00.000+08:00

OK! I have 15 min!! Get Set GO!!!!

It's been 2 weeks~ Had a rather enjoyable 2 weeks~
The staying over at Steph's house was erm... adventurous?? Haha... It's quite funny to have 2 cats sitting outside the bathroom, obstructing your way.
The super distracted mahjong game was quite enjoyable too! Hope we will be able to have more of such things in near future ;)

I also went for my company's bowling night. It was definitely more fun than staying in office on a friday night. I realised my boss can be quite "ba gua" and "kpo" at times~ hahaa... I always thought he is so serious, but he does have his humourous side :p He actually wanted to match-make me with this guy at the bowling -_- He also sent me from Tampines to Orchard to take a bus... Although our conversation was pathetic throughout, it's still a new experience sitting his car.

Went to buy 2 sets of VCD, those Taiwan Ou Xiang Ju. (Yes, pls dun puke...) I cannot believe it oso... But luckily I only like these 2.... Watching these 2 series doesn't mean that I will be interested to watch others k? So~ erm.. Yah~ Only these 2!!!

I am recently down with a new craze... A craze that I am absolutely disgraced of... Hence, I should not mention too much about it... All I can say is that its a VERY BIG DIFFERENCE from Mayday... hai...

Lastly, I realised that working permanently doesn't make me any richer.. Although the input increases, output increases proportionately as well!! AARRGG..... Cosmetics, clothes, concerts!!!
Yes! 2 concerts coming! The one on 2nd Sep: Wu Bai and Zhang Zheng Yue!! woohoo!!!
And of course the one on 21st Oct: Leehom!!! Bought most ex tics for both concerts.. Very broke... But I must thank those people who will be going with me! Thank so much!!! Without you guys, I wun be able to go for these concerts! Now, I am still looking for ppl to go to Emil Chou's concert in Dec with me.. Any takers??

Ok!! My time is up!!! Off work time!!

2006-08-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

Had a wonderful day today!! Thanks gals!!! Went to take photos in our "graduation robe" today! Although it was bloody hot today~ We still enjoyed ourselves!! Its been a LONGLONGLONG time since the four of us got together!! We must keep our promise of taking the photos for 4 consecutive years k???!!!
After the "photo-taking" session, I went home to take a rest and went out for dinner again... Dinner with my boss and my colleagues. Its like entertaining a guest from Japan... But when I look at my boss I just damn worried throughout the session.. All thanks to a SONOFABITCH!!!!!

For those who din noe... I have been back-stabbed for the 1st time in my life!! I am finally experiencing the "exciting" working life! Ha~ To cut the long story short... There is this person, whom did not like me since the 1st day of work. Everytime I talk to him, he just show the irritated face, refuse to make eye-contact with me and totally can't wait to end our conversation! And guess what he told our boss?? He said that MY ATTITUDE TOWARDS HIM WAS BAD!!! said that WHEN HE TALKS TO ME, I IGNORED HIM!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This kind of LIES he oso dare to say!!!!!!!!!!!! WAH KAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Boss came to me and asked me to try to respect him!! WHAT THE HELL (X2)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SUPER PISSED OFF LAH!!! My initial idea of getting rid of him was right!! I shall now proceed to take action!!! Anybody with any idea of how to get rid of him please please please let me know k?? Thanks so much!!!

2006-07-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

對我而言，這是一個天大的遺憾。我終于明白上帝那個時候爲什麽那麽地眷顧我。
考試之餘還能去香港旅行，去看演唱會，成績還不會太差。
在其了一百多封的求職信后，終于有公司打來找我去面試，而且還是我在上海的時候。
更難得的是在我回來之後，他們又打來了。
之後我有兩個很不錯的選擇。
又順利地進了現在的公司。
那時的我心想：我到底做了什麽好事啊？居然能如此幸運？
現在才發現，這一切的一切原來都是爲了補償我現在的遺憾。我曾經揚言不能再讓這種遺憾重演一次，但我始終做不到。這也許對多數人來説是一件小事。我也希望這樣的想法有一天也會侵蝕我的腦袋。很難過，很不爽，很想說“很後悔”，可是我一定要撐到底 -- 絕不說後悔！

A Summary

2006-07-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

Finally updating this blog after 2 weeks~~ Not that nothing eventful had happened... Just that don't have the mood to... Many things happened actually~~ Just to update a few!!

I have recently started watching this Jap Drama I bought from Shanghai 2months ago -- 1 Litre of Tears:
Cried like mad!!!! I am very very sure I shed more than 1 litre of tears! I cried until my eyes felt sore when I put on my contact lens the next day. I cried until my area just beneath my eyes hurt when I apply moisturiser on it. I am now at episode 7. 4 more to go! This is definitely the drama that made me cried the most!!! I am going to get the book to see how is the original like. Also!!! The theme songs of this drama are GREAT!!! the very typical Japanese kind of folk songs!! My Favourite genre of music!!!

I went to a highly-exclusive place last week -- the Cockpit:
Yes!!! I can't believe I actually got the chance to went into the Cockpit of a plane!!! Thanks to my assistant manager and the maintainence engineer!!! Its a place where few can actually go in, esp. after the 911 incident (this is what I was told~) Special permission is needed. So cool man!!! And thanks to the engineer for letting took some photos!!! ;DDD

I injured both my knees:
I can't believe that I fell on my knees thrice over a span of 5 days!!! And the cause of my falls -- the ribbons on my shoes... I kept tripping over it!!! Now one of my knee is terribly blue black... the other one is badly bruised... I felt so damn stupid!!!!

I finally got something to keep me MORE busy at work -- Recruitment @ JAL:
I must say... the feeling of looking at photos, eliminating faces I don't like was simply Great!! hahaha... Ok~ I know I am evil... But this is what happen when you have a recruitment campaign mah~~ After the selections, have to prepare letters, sent out those letters etc...
I even have to come back to office 4hours earlier to rush those things... Of which I took 1 hour to meet Wenning for lunch and send her off~ Now I am of course very free... waiting for 1130pm to come...

I cannot describe how terrible I am feeling this whole week -- having to miss FFH:
Before sending Wenning off today, I sent Ah Tan off on Wed... And coincidentally, met fellow forumers and sent them off as well... :'((((( I just felt like the whole world is leaving for Taiwan and the pathetic me is being left behind... Although work and colleagues were fine... I couldn't help sobbing when the thought of my friends enjoying themselves in Taiwan!!!!! Yes.. I do feel terrible but surprisingly... I did not regret my choice... I guess this is only the beginning... Such choices, or even tougher ones will come along the way. I will just have to make my choice.

Yes. I have officially graduated. The day I wore my robe, I really felt so so touched... Sitting in the hall, looking back at my years in NUS, believe it or not... I teared... Not because my life in NUS was wonderful... Mostly because I have not disappoint my parents. Life in NUS was actually quite shitty... Looking back at the events that took place in Yr 1, 2 and 3... I can't imagine how much I have gone through... and how much I have aged... I can still see the childish me in Yr 1... Now, I am already working. It is really a very big gap from Yr 1 to Yr 3. May I wish those who are entering uni, fruitful years ahead. Uni is a place where you really have to come face to face with becoming an adult. I can still remember 2 months ago, when my flight touched down in Sg after my Shanghai trip, I cried on the plane... For the first time, I realised I am now a working adult, no longer a student who feeds on family, play irresponsible. The touched-down of the plane signified the end of my holiday, signified the beginning of a new chapter in my life.

Lastly, I continue to thank GOD for His blessings all these while.. I had learnt many memorable lessons. I had been given TONS and TONS of blessings!! I know that the path in front of me will get more n more difficult. I also know that GOD will be there with me more and more.

I am surprise how many sluts I have met in just 1 night.

2006-07-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

Went back to CAC FOC in the past few days. Something strike me after those visits.
I came to realise how fortunate I am to have met friends who had been true to me. There are some pathetic people out there who barely have any friends who truly cares for them. Reason being, they themselves did not bother to truly care for others right from the very start. The most important thing to such people is making sure he/she is likable to every single person that cross their paths. For some reasons, majority of such people are females. Here are some of the features to look out for:
1) They enjoy holding hands with their girl friends.
2) They love looking at you and say "Are u ok?", "Take care k", "rest well ok" in the sweetest possible voice.
3) They can't bear to be alone for 1 sec. They have to be part of a group even if they belong to the outcast in that group. They will still grab somebody to talk to them.
4) They love to victimise themselves or try their best to look frail, to convince others that they are always the ones being hurt.
5) They love backstabbing people whom they are nice to. (of course the one being backstabbed will not be able to see this feature)

Beware of ppl with the above features. And to those who are stupid and innocent enough to fall into these traps, I pity you. You may think that all these are my own prejudiced opinions, so be it. I am not a nice person that can make everybody likes me. To many, I may just be a stubborn, bad-tempered bitch. I shall not defend myself. But I do believe that being able to differentiate what's good and what's bad, what's real and what's fake is a capability given by GOD. As for which are the things that are bad and fake, I have my own set of rules. Some of yours may differ from mine and that is your business.

2006-06-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today is some sort a new chapter of my life... I received my very last share of pocket money from my Dad. After getting money from them for 20+ years, its my turn to give them back now.
I just wanna thank them for all the money they spent on me in the last 22 years.

Don't really have mood to blog recently... Maybe cos my Mum is consistently at home and make it slightly less convenient. Work was quite ok. Learnt quite abit of things. Or rather, forced to learn quite abit of things. I was asked to work on MS office, using functions I never knew existed. But yet, I must not say I don't know. So, try to ask a little bit from one colleague, a little from another and try a little by myself.

Work is still very slack. On an average, I only work for like 2 hours per day. That's 1/4 of my office hour. That's the same amount of time I spent on meals. I hope things will get better. Of course not be too busy as well. 10 more weeks to go before my probation ends. Pray that nothing major will happen.

PS: JAL is recruiting air stewardess. Interested party feel free to ask me or refer to our website -- www.sg.jal.com :)

25/06/2006 久久一則報

2006-06-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

《久久一則報》

今天五月天的冠佑在苗栗舉行婚禮的大日子。祝福他們囖!!!!
除了已婚的石頭之外，團員中的怪獸和瑪莎都披上西裝成為冠佑的伴郎。
沒錯！只有怪獸和瑪莎。主唱阿信因在香港/大陸宣傳自己的新書，只能趕得及出席晚上的婚宴。
== 在此更正，原來婚宴是在白天。所以應該說阿信完全沒有參與到他團員的婚禮。==

這場婚禮早在五月之前就已經選定日期，不知道爲什麽行程在五月底，六月初才敲定的新書宣傳居然會與婚禮撞得整著。較早前就已經有傳出主唱阿信和五月天的其他團員貌合神離。難道這是真的? 最近阿信頻頻在簽書會上強調自己在大陸的時候都有和怪獸一起看世界盃。到底真相如何，或許只有當事人最清楚。但願團長並不是擋箭牌而已。

另外，之前也有報道指出五月天將自立門戶，離開滾石。這無疑對大部分的五月天的歌迷來説是一則喜訊。畢竟身為創作歌手，當然希望能夠對自己的專輯擁有更多的主導權吧! 這麽一來，歌手就不必受到公司政策和商業因素的局限。希望五月天在接下來的日子裏，能夠帶給大家更好，更能夠代表自己的音樂。至於阿信是否會在歌迷此起彼伏的反對聲中堅持獨自發展他在娛樂圈的事業，我們只能耐心地等待答案。

[黃佩蓉/無聊報道]

以上内容並非全屬虛構，只不過包含了個人意見罷了。

2006-06-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating my blog... cos my mum is around, and cos have been busy and no mood to write lah... I purposely decided to have an entry today..

Today was my 2nd day at work.. as a Management Trainee at JAL.
Of course, I will not bitch about anything regarding my job here...
But after two days... there really wasn't much things for me to do man... half the time I wasn't doing anything constructive...
the other half of the time I was undergoing On-the-Job Training... So much things to remember...
Argg....
And there really not many Japanese guys around.. Only my Manager is Jap... the rest all Singaporeans..
Other departments oso very few Japs.. will tok about more details in time to come...

Went to watch CARS with Qiuping n Weiting today.. Its really a great show!!! Its a show that made me cry very sadly and laugh heartily!! Really nice lah!!!!

That's it... I am now at Qiuping's house.. waiting to watch soccer... Argentina vs Holland... So long... Goodnite...

I found a job!!!

2006-06-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!!! I got the job at JAL!!!!! WOOHOO~~~ Thank GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And of course!! Thanks to all the luck from my friends!!! ;DDD
erm... Although the salary is lower than my expectation~~ I am grateful that I got it!!!
It fit all the criteria of my ideal job!!!
1) Working in Airport
2) Japanese company
3) Service industry
4) Salary of at least 2k

I am a happy girl!!!

Oh~~ And I am really starting to change my mindset of Japanese...
They were giving me hell this time round man....
And I am beginning to like Australian!!! woohoo~~
100% of Australians I approached are willing to do the surveys!!

And one last thing~~
Haha... I am talking to that person like an old pal man~~~
So proud of myself!!! :ppp

A past memory

2006-06-09T22:35:00.000+08:00

Went for the "training" for the surveyor job~~ Guess who I met??
Haha... Someone I had crash over in my younger days~ Actually when I saw his name on the list, I was like "WTH"!!! How suay can this be man? I thought I will never see him in my life again leh...
Haha~~ But of course, in retrospect, I treat that as a joke lah.... But it had been really awkward in those days lah... After ignoring his presence for 30 min during the training... I finally pluck up courage to say "You were from **** rite?" Den he replied "yah~~ I see you before"... Den he went on to say "U taking japanese ah?" haha... YES I did it!!! Its something I never had the gut to do :pp
But of course now I only see this as part of a memory in life lah! That's why dun feel anything toking to him..

PS: Did I mention that JAL called me for 2nd round of interview!!! wahaha... Although it's only 2nd round.. I couldn't describe how happy I was.. May GOD bless me!!!:p

2006-06-06T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hmm... Just to update... I went to JAL interview yesterday... They called me 2 weeks ago but I was in Shanghai then.. I thought they will not call me again but they did!!! I cannot describe how happy I was :ppp
Guess how many interviewers were there !!!! SEVEN!!!! freaking 7!!!!
Wah lao.... the moment i stepped into the conference room I felt like getting out!
5 of them were guys, of which 4 of them were Japanese. The other 2 were Sg ladies...
I can't quite recall the content... Just talked abt my past working experience, they commented on my nails and hair... >< The whole interview was abt 30 min....
The person who called me up, also one of the interviewer....
Told me that I SHOULD be selected... and will call me at the end of the day or today...
Hai... But dun have leh... I think they found someone better or she just 敷衍 me only loh.... :(((((
I really want this job one leh... :((( Seems like now no chance liao....
But I must still thank GOD that I was at least being asked to go down for an interview~

Job-hunting starting over again....

2006-06-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

Really had a great time at the PC show!!! Although really tired until want to die liao...
But company was great! Gossips were great!!! haha...
After 3 days of PC show... I must say... I really got 老人緣~ Kao~~~

PS: hmmm~~~ 好久沒有這種感覺了~ :)

2006-06-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

I am now at the PC show promoting DELL comps again!!! So if any of you happens to go there, do drop by to visit me k?? haha... Today's crowd was quite little.. and sales not as good lah~~ and 1 of my contact lens dropped b4 the show starts... and I was half an hour late :(
But hor!! My mood is good leh!!! wahaha...
Cos I came across this customer.. hahaha... He very charming sia!!!! He totally looks like Jiang Hua!!! -- The HK actor who always plays the role of emperor!! So shuai!!! and so humourous oso!!! and can speak English and Chinese so perfectly!!! hahaha... Too bad only 1 of my eye can see...
okok! enough of Hua Chi-ing..

I know there's something i wanna blog abt... but cannot remember.. and this really sucks....
Anyway... had a nice time gossiping with my fellow colleagues :p All of them ard my age~ so can communicate quite well!!! ;D

2006-05-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

hai~~ how come always like tat?? Just as everything starts to tone down, other news rise again... I really got nothing else to say...
我徹底放棄了~ Final Final Home 我也不要去了~

2006-05-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

First thing first! This is a video clip I took when I was in Hong Kong, attending that Sammul Chan's birthday party... Some of my friends wanna see that's why I upload.. But cos its really very Very UGLY (me lah...) So i very reluctant to show ppl... See who interested lah... and who got 緣~
http://www.yousendit.com/transfer.php?action=download&ufid=B0A327CA263F6016

that's all... Now I wanna continue tok about my days in Shanghai...
I saw a couple wearing Mayday tees in a shopping centre today!!!! Wah lao!! Damn excited sia!!!! haha... Den I kept looking at them.. haha.... So cool man!! Mayday really so much more popular here than in Guangzhou man.. That day I went shopping still heard a shop playing 知足 loh~~ hehehe....

Today saw a news about Ashin's book... It says that that book will be officially launched into China on 1st June... den Ashin will frequent China in June... Arrgggg.... Why did I not come China in June???? Den I can go to his autograph session and give him a shake or a glare and shout to him 你到底知不知道你在幹什麼啊？Den will tear the book into half before leaving the stage... (since the book will only cost RMB35=SGD7~ haha...)
Ha... U may probably think I say say only... And of course I will never do this if I am in Singapore lah... but in China...
I somehow feel that staying in China has the ability of 激發 human's innermost 潛力 in ALL aspect..... 好像什麼事都幹得出來似的... So nothing is impossible here k?

Ok... That's all for today... I really miss my blog man... Hope everything is fine~

2006-05-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Woohoo~~~~ I passed!!!! wahahahha.... And the result is better than what I expected :ppp Thank GOD!!!
Hai~~ I can't describe how nervous I had been for the past days... Reminded me of my 'O' Level days... But YES!!! Its all OVER!!!! I have officialy graduated!! 應該算是了了我父母的其中一件心事吧~

Oh~~ I must say... 異地逢同鄉的感覺真的超好！！！
I went to this restaurant that sells Singapore Cuisine that day~ It's quite a nice restaurant.. It's like Swensens that kind of standard one lah... Wah I tell u, the minute I stepped in, I felt like I am in homeground! wahahhaa... Cos at one glance, you can see so many fellow Singaporeans there~ And everytime I walk pass a table and heard the ever-so-familiar-Singlish, I just felt like turning to them and say "Hey! 同鄉!" Well~ Of course I wun lah!! that's just a kind of decription.
The food there are quite ok~ very authentic but erm... the price is like double what you normally eat in Singapore.. Imagine Laksa selling at $5.50 per bowl and a small cup of Teh Tarik at $4. And you have to place ur order in Chinese...

EG:
Mee Rubus --> 馬來滷面
Mee Goreng --> a very long name that i cannot remember ><

But I just like the atmospere there! And I realised Singaporeans actually quite distinctive!
Oh!! I went to Fish & Co. too!! haha.. Den saw a few Singaporeans oso~~ And have to place order in Chinese again lah~ So erm... interesting??

And to my surprise, a fellow camp-mate from NUS is actually in Shanghai doing attachment!! And his workplace is only opposite where I lives!!! Of course we have to meet up lah!! Although our lunch wasn't nice.. But able to meet a friend here is really something very pleasant!!!

Ok~ After today, I declare I am broke~~ I left only abt RMB100 in my wallet... I really dunno where all my money gone man... I din really do any shopping leh... I only bought 2 dresses... Some fake wallets... A few books... THAT's all leh!!! I din even see anything nice that I can buy for my friends and relative!!! HUMPH!!! My trip here had been quite a disappointment I would say... BUT!!!! I did something that I always wanted to do!!! I went to have my nails extended and got them very nicely(to me lah :p) and fancifully fixed! Yup! Its expensive.. But its 2-3 times cheaper to get it done here than in Singapore loh... That's why I only do those simple ones back home... yeah yeah!! hahaha...

China really not my cup of tea for shopping leh... Those cheaper ones are very out of fashion.. Those trendy ones are so expensive... Kao!! How to buy??? But its definitely my no. 1 choice when it comes to food!! It has probably as many varieties as in Singapore, but the price is much cheaper!!! (Guangzhou lagi cheaper) But hor... Not necessary authentic lah~~ Hai~~ I really miss the food from Hong Kong's 茶餐廳!!!! Oh!! I have yet to blog about the food in HK!!

Ok~ So now.. Its time to get settled down and prepare to start my job hunting!!! In the meantime, I am lucky enough to get a few temp jobs in hand! haha.. To give me some earnings before I get a permanent job. Thank GOD again!!!

Dear friends, see you guys very soon!!!!

2006-05-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Kao... I thought I can really sweep lots of stuff.... hai....
Went to the "fake market" for the 2nd time... Bought NOTHING!!!! Cannot believe it....
I went there on Tue and managed to get lots of good quality imitations at a very low price!! But today... The quality they showed me were like Shit loh... and the price so high!!!! And they totally refuse to lower the price!!! Could this be the difference in weekday n weekend???
Anyway... I am not going there anymore le... so angry...

I was surprised to realised that there is Fish n Co. here!! So went to eat with my parents... I did felt home there... except that I have to say Fish n Chip, Seafood platter for one in Chinese... Managed to get a few Jap DVDs but still dunno whether can they be viewed...

Oh~~ Today's weather was so damn hot!!! It was still 20 degree yesterday... It was 27 this morning!! I hope it will still go back to early 20 degree.. Let me enjoy some cool weather before going back mah...

Lastly, I must say that... Mayday may not be as popular as some ppl here... But at least I can find their CDs off the shelves of CD shops.. I get to see some images of them on TV everyday... Even more than in Sg man... n Surprisingly.. I see them on TV more often than that.....

One more week before I return... I really miss my blog and my friends' blog.... Arrggg......

PS: I just listened to the Mayday radio version of First Day... Den went to listen to SG FH version oso.. I realised actually they are 2 diff. versions ah... Some of the words were differently sang... And the condition of the vocal for SG FH is not as good as the other one.. hmm... I noe it cannot be the KL FH lah.. since Ashin din manage to remember the lyrics until chorus in KL~~ So hmm... could it be Chengdu FH?? The one after SG, before KL?? Should be ba... Since I am quite sure they din perform this in any other FHs... Unless the recording was not done during FH.. But if not FH, den where?? anyway... Its a nice song~ and I like both Yanzi and Mayday's versions!!

第三百話

2006-05-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

啦啦啦~ 真的好就沒有聽到他們的消息了！！！
今天接到Audrey 的簡訊！！！哈哈哈~雖然那首歌老早就聼過了，但可以有官方的消息，我只有一個字可以形容--爽！！！

另外也看到了一些有關裏留言~ 雖然不知是真是假，我姑且暫時把懷疑往外丟！她寫得還蠻誠懇地~ 而且現在能夠聼到這些所謂的官方消息，我真的幾乎把前些日子的不愉快忘光了。。。
又也許是因爲人在國外，感覺似乎平淡了許多。。。
Anyway, 現在真的好多了！！！！！

Woohoo~~~ its shopping shopping and shopping tomorrow!!!!
I feel good!!! Baby I feel so good now~!~!~! WOOHOO!!!!

PS: Sorry man Audrey~~ Cos now in China, so never reply your msg :p
Dunno if you will get to see this, Thanks so much for the info!!!! ;)

2006-05-17T18:19:00.000+08:00

Greetings all my friends.... Now in Shanghai... Cannot access to my blog as expected... But luckily still can update... Its has been wonderful 4 days here in Shanghai!! Had many eye-opening experiences, totally enjoyed the weather here!!! Hope at the end of this trip I will be able to have quite a no. of things to share here... In the meantime... I must try to forget the fear of getting my results and enjoy myself...

2006-05-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

Haven't had a Everybody-present-gathering for a LOOOOOOONG time!! Since CNY loh...
Really proud to be the organiser for this gathering kiak kiak kiak~~ :p
Thanks everyone for taking the time out man!!!!
Of course I understand that everybody is willing to come out cos this is the last meeting before Qiuping flies to Australia, Weiting to Macau, Yongqi to Macau den HK and me to Shanghai....

After the chit-chat session, Qiuping, Celest and me went for KTV... Really very touched that they accompanied me :'(((
I noe they din really wanna go but paid $23 to accompany me... Thank you pals!!!!
There were some funny scenes at the KTV lah!!! wahahaha... So I wanna keep a record!!!

When ordering our 2nd drink....

GL waiter: 請問你們要喝些什麽呢？
Peirong: 我要Honey Lemon, 燒的。
Qiuping: 我要Honey Lemon, 冷的。
GL waiter said to Celest: 那你是不是要半燒冷的？(jokingly)
Peirong & Celest: Ok loh!!(seriously)
GL waiter: Huh!?? 我不會弄leh~
Celest: 你不會弄den你還suggest~ (jokingly)
....... Silence for a few seconds......
GL waiter: So 你要喝些什麽呢？(smiling and politely)
Celest: Honey Lemon 半燒冷 loh~~ (seriously)
GL waiter: Huh! 真的啊？
Celest: huh-noh!! (seriously)
GL waiter: 好，我盡量~
After the waiter got out.... Celest, Qiuping, Peirong: WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~

wahahahahhaa... I was totally shocked when Celest insist on her order for the 2nd time!
I was kidding the 1st time~ I din noe Celest was so serious!!! hahahhaa... And damn got SEH lah!!! haha...Great job man!!!

Den about 1hr before the KTV closes, the air-con got very strong suddenly~
So we decided to put in some dancing songs to warm ourself~~
We started with 第一天~ den followed by 眉飛色舞，天衣無縫，獨一無二，脫掉，快樂崇拜~
Wahahaha~~ Damn high lah!!! Singing, shouting and dancing~~~ Nvm tat we can't find time to go MOS... Can dance here oso!!! hehehe....
While we do so~~ The GL waiter actually peeps in to look at us lah!!! KAO!!!! Den we have to sit down den stand up again~~ hahaha... Den when Celest went out of the room to ans a phone-call, he said to Celest: 你們很喜歡跳舞hor??? Wahahaha~~

During KTV tat day, no droolings and exclaimings over how shuai or how cool the images on the MTV were~ We just sang and danced~~ Nice one!!! Realised how much time we've wasted during KTV in the past doing those things :p
no exclaimings of how

24小時

2006-05-12T02:58:00.000+08:00

我說過我會忍，可是今天真的沒辦法忍了~
我以爲對我的影響不會太大，可是我錯了~

24小時前，我在KTV的包廂裏舞曲一首接一首地唱~
瘋狂仍在，但我發現這次的有點不一樣。
我們的開場和壓抽都不是那些歌。
在四個半小時的KTV，我只唱了那些歌中的一首半。
我根本連去翻閲那些歌的心情都沒有。
根本完全不想去唱那些歌。
即使那一首半，我也根本沒興趣理會屏幕中的主角。

淩晨4點多睡着，
8點多起身，準備上班。
午餐時間的一個半小時前，手機的MP3突然出現一首歌。
聼了之後就忍不住了。
接下來的每一首歌也都讓我回憶起很多。
午餐時間前十五分鐘，決定關掉MP3，乖乖地等著午餐時間的到來。

一整天下來，感覺自己一直在強顏歡笑。
而且又因一些外在因素心情變得很浮躁。
晚餐的時候仍然覺得力不從心。
現在好多了。

雖然有些不會讀，但我想借這個機會對昨天和今天陪伴著我的人說：謝謝你們!

2006-05-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

好了！氣也氣過了，罵也罵過了。
我不氣了，不罵了。
不是我執迷不悟，搞不好我比誰都清醒。
不是忙著為他找藉口，不是忙著辯護什麽。
他是誰？我不知道。因該是這個星球的其中一個人吧。也是一個我打從心裏欣賞的一個人。
欣賞什麽？已經越來越模糊了。

我不哭，不是因爲我看透了什麽。
我不笑，不是因爲我還相信什麽。
我不失望，不是因爲我不愛五月天。
不哭，不笑，不失望，只因角度其實有很多。

我忍！忍到他親口說的那天爲止！

大家要堅強哦！！！（雖然我覺得新加坡的各位已經很堅強了！）

華麗的字眼底下，原來都只是製造美夢的謊言

2006-05-08T21:37:00.000+08:00

五月天阿信的創作書《happy．BIRTH．day》熱銷五萬本，讓他樂得著手下一本書，他也承認將單飛，個人專輯指日可待，「可以讓人看到不同面貌，未嘗不是好事」。
但粉絲暫時不用擔心五月天會解散，因他擬個人、團體雙向發展，也就是還會待在五月天當主唱。

WTH, WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok~ Dun need to elaborate too much.. I believe its quite self-explanatory...
可以讓人看到不同面貌，未嘗不是好事????
I just can't believe a HIM, with such High Intelligence, actually said such an irresponsible sentence!!!!! 還雙向發展嘞！I really want to know how the other 4 are taking the news... Especially Guai Shou...

Ok! Enough said... Chapter close.. I dun want to discuss this any further..

Hong Kong Trip Part 3 -- Final Home Encore 篇

2006-05-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

As usual.... Mayday concert will definitely have a standard Encore session. After 憨人, audience will LaLaLa~~~~ Until they come out again... HK FH was no exception.

Encore no. 1: 軋車
After dunno how long, Guai Shou and Stone appeared on the higher steps of the stage, each playing their guitar. They are of course playing the intro of 軋車 lah~~
This 軋車 is followed by their individual solo. Remember the thing we did at SG FH?? Ashin wanted us to clap our hands and den he will point at other members one by one to perform their solo?? Its the same case here. Well... I dun have to elaborate on how 帥 they all are~ But there's one thing I wanna mention!!! Guan You drum stick flew off halfway he was doing his solo!!!! wahahahaa.... He really SUPER ZAI!!! He really exceptionally COOL that nite loh!!! When his drum stick flew off, he still continue hitting with his right hand calmly!!! Until somebody pass him a new one while he still hitting with right hand!!! Oh~ And there is no OK La' this time...

Encore no. 2: Talking
After 軋車, its talking time again! As the piano starts to play...
Ashin: 最後一首歌了，.... (cannot catch wat he said :( ) 不管你來自那裏，其實在五月天的音樂裏，我們都活在一起。只要有你們和五月天，什麽地方都是Final Home :'(((
讓我們一起為我們的夢想倔強！

Encore no. 3: 倔強
Seriously... I thought he was kidding loh.... Last song??? What about 溫柔 and 志明與春嬌???
But no man... He was serious... After this song, the five of them came to the front and gave the ending bow... Wah lao.. But still cannot accept lah!!! How can encore only 2 songs????

Den the credits start to run on the screen... Many ppl were shouting Encore Encore, 五月天五月天. Just like SG FH and KL FH lah... And in my heart, of course I do wish them they will come out.. But I know they wun loh... From the past 2 FH experience... Audience will just give up shouting after awhile... and they wun come out again... :(((
People started leaving their seats... 技師 started to clear the instruments and wires...
The finale music oso appear.. this finale music was 牙關. And of course there are still ppl shouting Encore lah~ On and Off... not continuously.. And we just joined in loh.. we start a few Encore oso.. haha.. But still.....

UNTIL~~~~~~ during the chorus of 牙關，the WHOLE audience sang the chorus TOGETHER!!!!! we all sang 如果你愛我，你不會就這樣走，就這樣丟下我，和那些天真承諾!!!!
Can you imagine???? the WHOLE STADIUM sang this!!!!!!! During other verses, ppl just continue shouting Encore and 五月天. Its when the song reach the chorus, EVERYBODY sing TOGETHER!!!!! ITS SO DAMN BLOODY COOL LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At this point of time, the 技師 all stopped packing and went backstage.... And the music had faded... The announcement for the audience to leave the stadium and not leave any belongings behind was broadcast... But everyone just ignore that announcement lah!!! Even the music no longer there, everybody still singing the chorus of 牙關!!!!! I thought that's it lah.. Even the announcement is made... No hope of them coming out le lah..... And the 技師 must have left on order... Thinking that only if the 技師 are not there, the fans will leave....
But no lah!!!! Everybody is still shouting Encore, stepping their feets lah.....
After about ONE more minute!!!!

The 技師 came on stage again!!!!!!!!!!!!! 小周老師 was like waving to everybody!!! Den we KNEW IT!!! They did not come back to pack!!!! They came to get ready to perform!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nx minute, you can see Guai Shou standing at his position, with 2 hands on his waist... He looked at the audience in an unbelievable manner!!! I swear he is going to cry any minute man!!!!! SUPER TOUCHING LAH!!!!! If I were the artist on stage.. I would oso 感動到不清不楚 loh!!!!!!!

At this point, everybody went CRAZY AGAIN lah!!! People no longer remain in their seats... Many of them dashed to the front!!! hahaha.. Me and my friends included!!! The security have to form human chain to block off ppl lah!!!! 場面完全失控!!!!!!

When everybody are more settled down,
Ashin: 剛才在後台，滾石唱片的老闆說~ 五分鐘! 五分鐘.... (dunno wat he say after tat) 這個錢，滾石賣帳!!!!

ok~ Cos rite... at 紅館, concerts have to end at a certain timing... If not, they will have to fine the artists/organisers... Actually... They already sang past the time limit le... That's why 溫柔 and 志明與春嬌 was cut off...

Encore no. 4: 溫柔
Cool man!!!! I cannot believe the fans actually did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They really came out!!! All thanks to all the audience there!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I totally LOVE the audience loh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As for the song, it was nothing much lah.. Its the same as usual.. the OS was the same even... BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! At this one part, (cannot remember exactly which part... Anybody remember can remind me??? ) Ashin actually knelt down!!!! Not only knelt down, he bent his body forward and his forehead really got touched the floor lah!!!! Wah piang!!!! Never Never expect something like that from him lah!!!!!!!! So touching can!!!!????
And of course he still got a more relax expression~ Towards the end of the song, where the music quiet down before the last jam, he was like singing and looking at his wrist (supposed to be watch lah.. but he not wearing any watch mah..) Den smiled abit.. his mouth abit crooked.. looking from one side to another~~ erm.... get wat i mean?? haha... I oso dunno wat i toking.. but nvm lah! got chance show u all :ppp
Oh~~ And the last last part... Ashin did 斯吼 abit lah!!!! Very nice!!!!!!
Den finally.. The 5 of them came to the front and gave a very long bow~~

After this, the announcement came again... Its only then, everybody 甘願 leave the stadium~~
WHEW~~~ Finally finished the whole concert le!!!!!!!!!!
Like wat Gniynix said, dun need to thank me lah~ Its for my own future reference mah!!!! Just hope you guys dun find these long-winded and think that I am just boasting or something can le...

So~ This is the end of my Mayday-related-HK-trip entries XDDD

Momo >> I will definitely blog about the food I ate and the motel I stayed in man!!!!!! haha... And the memorable incidents I had while in HK!!!!

Hong Kong Trip Part 2 -- Final Home 正場篇

2006-05-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

Ok!! I am now going to talk about THE CONCERT!!! erm... I am going to write this according to the rundown... So its going to be kind of long >< face="monospace">
4) 終結孤單
Ok!! Another high song!! For this part, Ashin divided the audience into 2. Stone lead one side, Guai Shou lead another. Den we did the HEYHEYHEY thingy loh~

5) 叫我第一名
woohoo!!! I was actually quite surprised to hear this song.. So was exceptionally high!!! And during this song, Guai Shou ran to the platform on our side!!! WAH!! Den he is like so clear!!!
Den hor!!!!! When Stone came over to the platform, he just leaned back to those audience!!!! And let those ppl touch him loh!!! Like what David Tao did!!! Den when that Ashin came over, he did the same thing as well!!!!!! WAH!!!! total MADNESS!!!

6) 愛情萬歲 + 脫掉
Ok! The usual one also... But this time, when they sang 脫掉, Ashin raised his shirt a little bit, pretend he want to 脫掉~ Den the audience went crazy again lah~ Can you imagine IF he really 脫掉?? hahahaha....

7) Talking
Stone started first. He asked the audience to do the "Kallang Wave", but in this case, its the "Hung Hum Wave". Did it about 2 or 3 times... Its quite nice!! But too bad its was too dark to see the thing properly~ The audience really very cooperative sia!!!

Masa: 香港晚安！非常興奮終于今天可以站上紅磡的舞台。這是五月天的第一次，可是五月天相信這絕對不會是最後一次。所以今天晚上，讓我們一起狂~歡~到~最~後。然後，我們就會有明年，後年，大後年。。。。歡迎我們最癡情的新婚鼓手--冠佑

Guan You: 所有朋友大家晚安！Er~第一次來到紅磡辦演唱會，心裏其實非常地激動也非常地開心。那~我想應該很多人都應該有看到報紙知道我從一出生就一直在喊紅磡這個地方。那今天美夢成真了。那~所以~Er~在來這邊之前，聽説紅磡有一個規定，他們說為了怕觀衆朋友太High, 所以如果High 過頭，他們會關電。所以，我們今天的目標就是要讓他關電。。。。記得這是我們的目標，各位加油。接下來介紹吉他手怪獸。

Guai Shou: 大家晚安~！Final Home 走了兩年。那一直....差點就變成找不到家，Find No Home。。。終于走到最後一場，也終于走到紅磡。不知道紅磡是因爲室内的關係所以叫聲特別大，還是大家真的很熱情。讓我再聼一聼好不好？第一名！真的是第一名！讓我們一直維持這個第一名到最後好不好？謝謝。

Ashin: (in Cantonese) 大家好! 我是五月天的主音阿信。山頂的朋友，你們好！山腳的朋友，大家好！多靚仔靚女，我好開心！點解我唔係李嘉誠？去廁所冇廁紙啊！

Guai Shou: 講到這個大家也會興奮耶~

Ashin: 我會講的都講完了。大家好！我是主唱阿信~(bow) Er~ 六年了！一個剛出生的小Baby現在應該已經要上小學一年級了。而五月天，終于摸到紅磡的地板了(bent down, half knelt on the floor, touching the floor) Er~ 我想這不只是五月天的夢想實現，也是在場每一位朋友夢想的實現。謝謝你們。剛才我們Bass手說，今年，明年，後年，大後年都要來紅磡。這個支票是開了，但是要兌現的人是你們。夜晚還很長，先把今年的支票給付完。我們回到Final Home!

8) 燕尾碟
9) 輕功
10) 花

Ok lah~ So far just the usual few songs lah~ Nothing special.. I think!! Cos I can't quite remember le :ppp

11) 雌雄胴體
Not as if this got any thing unusual... Just that I love this song!!!! haha... And its DAMN HIGH especially during the chorus!!! Not only the audience will jump, the four of them will oso jump up n down during this song!! WOOHOO!!!

12) 賭神
13) 亂世浮生

Erm.. Until this point, I just have one complain... That is their transition between songs were quite bad... There's like gaps in between each songs lah~

14) 戀愛ing
WOOHOO!!!! This song is To me, the ULTIMATE MOST HIGH song!!! haha... Cos apart from the usual LOVE, its extended!!! after the bridge...(Guai Shou and Stone did their guitar solo at the platform in front of us somemore!!!!) the longer LOVE part~ Ashin shouted LOVE den we follow~ He was shouting LOVE in front of our platform leh!!!! woohoo!!!! And he tried doing LOVE using his body.. Damn retarded lah!!! Den at this point of time, he shouted L, den everybody thought we are supposed to shout OVE for him! We did that for quite a few times... HAHA... Den he and Guai Shou were like showing us the expression "NO!!! Not like tat!!!" wahahaha.. damn funny!!! So he actually wanted us to just shout L after him~ So its L, L! O, O! etc.... haha~~ Den this song ended with the last LOVE lah~ Just as all of us thought its over, cos they stopped music totally for quite awhile.. for like 8 sec leh!! They came 戀愛ing Happy ing .... Wah!!! I totally went crazy!!!! XDXDXD

15) 瘋狂世界
Ok! During the intro, Ashin said: 歡迎陳綺貞老師！
And for this whole song both of them sang this song together~ Den a few times they lean their back against each other and sing loh~

16）吉他手
After that song, Ashin left the stage and its 陳綺貞 and the other4~ Wah lao!! This is very cool!!! was playing her guitar~ Den the other 3 stood on stage with her~ The scene is very cool lah!!! Especially when the 4 of them stood one line and 軋 the guitar!!!

17）旅行的意義
陳綺貞sang this song alone, playing the guitar herself~~ Very nice and touching song~

18) Talking
This is only Ashin alone.. He came up and this is wat he said...
Ashin: Er~ 我想請燈光師把所有的燈都関起來。如果你有帶熒光棒，手機，請拿在手上，讓它發亮，我們一起看星星。下面這首歌，只有我的聲音，你的聲音，....知足

19）知足
Its the usual one~ Just that the last chorus, he sang a slightly different melody like in KL FH and during those promos of his book~ And the first part of 知足的快樂叫我忍受心痛，was sang by the audience lah!! Its was SO loud!! so touching!!!

20) 牙關
I really like the concert version of this song leh!!! Although the original version is like super nice oso!!! They did quite abit of re-arrangement to this song.. (i mean since I can hear the diff, then it must have been re-arranged quite abit ba..) I love the beginning part where Ashin sang the chorus without much background music~

21) 恆星的恆心
Somehow this song always follow 牙關~ Oh and the last part was COOL!!!! the 等著你 part!!! Ashin dragged it quite abit!!

22) Hosee
23) Guai Shou Solo (帥!!!)
24) 太鼓show (爆帥!!!)
25) 晚安地球人
I just love the way they present this song... the four of them stand in a line, close to each other~ Den moving to the beats!! I just think its damn nice!!! :p

26) 擁抱 + 相信
27) 小護士
For this song, Ashin and Guan You did not dance as much as they did at KL FH~ But Shi Jie still did!! haha... Den this time got that BenQ mascot loh... so erm... redundant :p

28) Talking
After 小護士,

Ashin: 香港人都那麽會跳舞嗎？
Audience: 對~
Ashin: 只會跳舞而已嘛~ 唱歌唱得好不好？
Audience: 好~
Ashin: 我就不相信~ 香港可以找到人唱得比五月天更好~
Audience: *some noises*
Ashin: 有嗎？
Audience: 有~
Ashin: 現場有嗎？
Audience: 有~
Ashin: 有沒有？
Audience: 有~
Ashin: 那邊有沒有？
Audience: 有~
Ashin: 上面有沒有？
Audience: 有~
Ashin: 都沒有嘛~對不對？我唱得比較好~ 我清唱一段~
Emil: 恭喜，恭喜五月天！
Ashin: 誰？
Just as the audience went crazy... Emil Chou came out from the back, give a bouquet of flower to Ashin and gave each of them a hug!

Emil: 恭喜！
Ashin: 華健哥你好!
Emil: 我入行已經很多年了，我都沒見過這種場面~
Ashin: 剛才~我前面講的話，你沒聽到吧？...
Emil: (in Cantonese) 我進來喱，我想今晚Show完了之後，你們不能講話了~

Ok~ At this point, the audience went CRAZY again!!! Cos we noe that he said that because we had been shouting very loudly~~ So we just continue shouting, screaming for quite a long time, sort of to "protest" haha~ To say that we will still continue shouting no matter wat!!! The audience very COOL rite???

Emil: (in Cantonese) 然後，我剛剛站在門口看了才知道，原來今晚，你們有多人是需要被枱走的~ 紅館冇凳既咩？(this means 紅館沒有椅子的嗎？）

Den the audience started stepping their feet~ den yelling, cheering~~

Emil: 不能坐下來聼演唱會的嗎？

Den the audience cheered even louder~~

Emil: (in Cantonese) 好嘢!
Emil: 有幾句話是一定要說的。今天是五月天的，在紅館正式演唱會的第一次！非常成功!!! 然後呢，他們（audience)都是有眼光的。五月天的音樂的編曲~很棒!! 詞曲~很棒!!! 阿信，我特別喜歡你的詞。(den Ashin very paiseh~ haha..)
Ashin: Er~ 好！那我也說香港人不只歌唱得棒，連説話都很中肯!!!!
Emil: 香港人連尖叫都很棒!!!

*audience cheers*

Emil: (in Cantonese) aye! 下次啊，五月天辦演唱會的時候，票可不可以便宜二十塊？真的不需要椅子wor~~~

Den he translate this in Chinese for Mayday again~ And Ashin said 好啊！

Emil: 沒事了，我是來恭喜你們的~ 謝謝~
Guai Shou: 華建哥，唱歌唱歌唱歌~~
Den audience just followed~

Emil: 阿信跟我一起唱我就唱。
Ashin: 怪獸跟我一起唱我就唱。
Guai Shou: 瑪莎跟我一起唱我就唱。
Masa: 石頭跟我一起唱我就唱。
Stone: 冠佑跟我一起唱我就唱。
So far, all this was said very fast, one after another~ Den now... Guan You's turn~
Everybody now looks at Guan You, audience cheering and anticipating!

Guan You: 唱啊！誰怕誰？

woohoo!!!!!!! hahahhaa~~

Emil: (in Cantonese) 怎麽樣？夠不夠神經？你們最好癲一點~ 因爲，我看過你們的Daddy, Mummy 比你們還要癲! den he translate this in to chinese again~
Ashin: 可以嗎？紅館不要現在斷電阿~

29) Knocking on Heaven's Door
Erm... To me, it really seems like they did not rehearse b4 hand lah~ Its known that Emil Chou will be the special guest.. But I think he din expect to sing.. (at least to me, its the case lah~)
So they sang this song~ remember during the National Day concert?? haha~ Ashin only noe how to sing Knock Knock Knocking on Heaven's Door~ ><><) 最重要的好處是可以交到很多的好朋友。謝謝你們~ 這次來到香港，我們交到了一個好朋友，新朋友。我們歡迎他出場~

Den all the attention now turns to the big screen~ Den some words appeared followed by a Pig, a song -- 春田花花幼稚園's theme song! Den everybody just went crazy for the Nth time of the night!!! haha... That's the ONLY Cantonese song Mayday sang~~

37) 麥兜
This is actually a cartoon pig~ Its kind of like the mascot of Hong Kong! Although I dun exactly noe who is he... But he very cute leh!!! He dressed like a rocker~ den say that his dream has always wanting to form a band and tour around the world~ Den very honoured that Mayday got him to be the special guest for their concert etc... Den he oso praised every member of Mayday loh~ haha... things like 你真人好帥啊~ 你好Cute 啊~ 你好有型啊~ Den~~ He joined Mayday in singing 憨人!!!

38)憨人
Wah~~ With 麥兜 singing together, its still very high of course!!! The screen still show 麥兜 walking with different background~~ very cute!!! Den 2nd verse, 麥兜 din sing liao~ Den the screen changed to the cartoon of Mayday together with 麥兜 walking on the globe~ Damn CUTE lah!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ashin was laughing very happily when he saw that! wahaha... dunno how to describe how he laughed~ paiseh ah~

Ok..... I think this is the longest time I ever took to write and entry... I started at 9pm... and now its already 1235.... I will stop here for the time being... Still left with the Encore part!
All five of them look as usual~ Ashin has grown abit fatter~ Stone and Guan You brought their wives along with them as well~ They din really have a full dress rehearsal for the concert this time~ hmm... Its oso the case for KL FH~~ But the mistakes at KL FH like more obvious~ Ashin did sang wrong lyrics here and there~ But was not as obvious as the time in KL lah~
Ok lah... This is really all for this post...

Hong Kong Trip Part 1 -- Hotel and Tour 篇

2006-05-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

woohoo~~ My 5D4N trip to Hong Kong had really been VERY VERY FRUITFUL!!!! Although the MAIN objective was to watch Final Home@Hong Kong, I did LOTS of other things!!! I bought LOTS n LOTS of thing!!!!! woo~~ boughts lots of tees, 2 sandals and 1 sneakers, 1 skirt, a few other cute stuff here and there :p
And of course!!!! Went to the Birthday Party of SAMMUL CHAN!!! aka 陳鍵鋒!!!!!! HAHA~~
Damn high!!! Very up close and personal with him!!!! bought pandan cake for him den he say he love to eat that!! COOL MAN!!!! And he so damn polite lah!!! Very friendly to all the fans there!!! Played some games etc.. Realised their culture really quite different~ The only part that is not very good is that the party was at Macdonald lah... made me missed the steamboat :(((

Went to Macau on Sun.. den Super tired loh!!! all of us walked until we bones shattered loh... Den carried all those snacks back~~ Luckily we managed to get some sleep on the journey... Slept at 3, 4 am every nite... ate some really nice supper/dinner!! Gossip here and there, and CRAP ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha~~
Went walk walk at places like Fa Yuen Kai, Mong Kok, Tsim Sa Tsui, Sha Tin and of course not to forget the Hung Hum area lah!! I still went walk the whole Central on Hong Kong Island on the 1st day... Walked until my legs got blister loh... Thanks to the stupid rain... Cannot go Lantau Island :(

Ok anyway~~ We actually managed to stay the same hotel as Mayday!! (Really not on purpose one!! Really so happen!! we chose tat hotel b4 we know anything...) So we managed to see them at the lobby when they check-in... But tat's about all lah... other than that din really see them loh..
But its really a damn funny experience!!! wahahaha~~ Cos ah... U noe ah.. All the fans were hanging around the hotel loh. Some ridiculous one actually went to every storey and loiter loh... Some of the fans who stayed there really got scared by them loh... This is because to save money or something, the corridors of the hotel were switched off at nite!! haha.... Can u imagine u just step out of ur room, den u heard footsteps and ppl running ard??
Some fans even got STALKED by other fans loh!!!!! isn't this ridiculous???
Den we even thought of some tricks to play on those fans.. wahahaha~~ But of course think only lah~

Ok lah!!! The part on concert will be up soon!! Meantime, just read all the news reports yah?? Think the news basically got all the main points!!! In short, its a very very touching concert!!!! I can only say that of the 3 FH I watched, the audience of this FH is THE BEST!!!! But I am not saying that its the Hong Kong fans... Judging from all those cardboards, i think only about 50-60% of them are Hong Kongers~~ the rest are from China, Taiwan, Singapore and Japan~
So hang on!!! Will think of what to write and put it up here soon!!! Or anybody got any special request?? wanna ask about anybody, anything?? ;)

Just a few words

2006-04-27T18:13:00.000+08:00

The past 3 papers had been horrendous... Hai~~ All I ask for is just a pass man... :'(
But now its not the time to think abt it lah...
Just wanna wish all my friends good luck for their papers!!! Should be last 1 or 2~ So JIAYOU!!!
And I am excited and kind of worried at the same time.. I will be on a 1-day trip all alone...(really going to break my own personal record) And now going to airport to stay over.. Cos I dun wanna spend money taking cab, paying mid-nite charge..
So hope everything will be ok... And I will not be blur and get myself into trouble or any kind of undelightful situations... Till then~

Take care~~

PS: traid members, see all of you on Sat!!! U guys be careful oso!! and protect Ah Tan!!!!

2006-04-26T10:50:00.000+08:00

第78122篇回應：阿信來自 220.132.179.248 貼於 2006-04-26 04:00:05
【優良留言】
我回來了。
熟悉的錄音室好像變得小了一點。

晨起夏日雷雨，過午江面結冰，
冬袍和夏衣錯亂的交替。
環游過龐大而古老的大地，
不怕我喉嚨唱啞了只是歷史的雜音，
只怕我倒下時人們不能為我繼續。

謝謝大家一路上的照顧，
那怕是一個遙遠的相信眼神。
沒有想到當一切都結束的時候，
竟然會那麼捨不得。

關於搖滾我希望我作的多說的少
讓人們去猜，
讓我們繼續唱。
一直到高牆倒下。

望著諾大的地圖，
還有好多地方一次都沒去過。

我的天涯，是你的家鄉。
所以我試著把“天涯”從我的字典裏消滅。

“風再起時，我們將再啟程。”
我在心中默念。

“一直到高牆倒下。”

http://www.imayday.com/board/hotboard/see.php?oneid=19

After a longtime.. We finally hear what he has got to say... My heart stopped for a while when I read 不怕我喉嚨唱啞了只是歷史的雜音，只怕我倒下時人們不能為我繼續.
Why would he say when he 倒下?? what does he mean by that?? But then... I somehow feel he is just avoiding the topic.. not really addressing to the whole "HuHa" raised abt 2 wks ago...
And after reading this... I am quite sad... Cos somehow, I now view all his writings as something with motive.. Of course I am still touched by some parts... But.....
Dun say liao... Ppl might say I think too much...
現在我只想好好地聼一次完美的Final Home... 看來又是不可能了~　

2006-04-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going for THE PARTY!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahaha~~~ YEAH!!!! I still thought they wun let me go~~ wahahaha~~ But YES!!!!!!! This trip will be a SUPER, ULTRA fruitful one!!!! wahahahhaaha~~ Especially when I got to noe about the hotel thingy~~ And now THE PARTY!!!!
Oh my goodness!!! Thank GOD for all these wonderful arrangements!!!! :DDDDD

wahaha~~I have decided on what to wear, now I must start to think of what to say at the party!!!! yeah man!!!!!!!!!! Must not throw Singaporean's face XDDD

Haha~~ For those who dunno what the hell is going on... haha~~ Let me keep it a secret 1st ba!!!
Those who still remember~~ So sorry ah~ Wun be joining u guys on that day!!!

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!! Oh no... I am SUPER SUPER HAPPY now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahahahahaha~~

So happy that I can't be bothered to think of my 2 papers tmr... Management and Organisation in the morning... Not so bad cos got help sheet~ Worse come to worse still can crap...
General History of China in the afternoon... I am SO DEAD... 4 Choose 2, I only studied 2 topics... If these 2 dun come out, I will probably hand in a blank answer booklet ><

So Dear GOD, can you bless me this one last time in exams??? *Amen*

!(@!&@^#@#)@(#^()@!)@&$(

2006-04-21T20:40:00.000+08:00

Why issit such things always happen in my family? It used to be my 2nd brother... Now its my youngest brother! DAMN IT!!!

2days ago, went down to have a face-to-face talk with my youngest brother's basketball coach. I went there with the intention to flare at him! I am too implusive? Maybe~ But I had enough! Things are really getting out of hand... Now my youngest brother treat him like God! Obeys him 100%!!!My bro used to hate vege.. But now, because his coach says he should eat, he forced himself to do it... Now, due to mid-yr exams, basketball training has been called-off... But my bro is still coming home late almost everyday!!! The coach claims that he had been giving the team tuition! Ha!!!!! Tuition... He thinks I am brainless or what??? He thinks I have never been a student or what??? Tuition... Isn't that a chance to spend more time with each other???

Told my mum about it just now... She actually said I shouldn't have done that... She said that my bro's attitude in school had improved, all thanks to his coach!! KAO!!!! Can't she see the influence the stupid coach has on my brother, on her son? She must be thanking the coach for taking care of her beloved son while she's away... But can't she see the crack in the relationship between my bro and the entire family??? Today, the coach may have got positive influence over him... In the future?? Who knows what??? I am not saying that he will lead my bro astray... But my bro is now so Die-hard, can do whatever he says... Who is there to guarantee that my bro will not do everything for him?? Especially when he is in his teenage years... the most rebellious years... the years in which friends and brotherhood is everything!!!

Back to the tuition... I am so damn pissed when I got to know that the tuition was held in Macdonalds! And after 3 sessions of 3hrs of "tuition" They only completed one comprehension!!!
So TUITION??? TELL ME ABOUT IT!!!! Do I not know that when a bunch of friends get together and revise work in secondary schools, half the time or more it is chit-chatting?????

Let's tok a little about the coach~ He is on 28 yrs old!!!! Very young, very handsome! And therefore very ARROGANT!!! Dare ask my bro to show me what they had been doing for tuition! damn!!! If I could have taken a better look that after 6 hrs of tuition, they haven't even complete ONE comprehension! And he reprimanded my brother in front of me! Saying "your sister cares for you, she will be the one with you and not me", "you better listen to your sister", "if I know that you are giving her the respect, u will be suspended from the team" WAH KAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know how BUAY SONG I was?????? So, what the hell is he doing?? Ok, let me say this... IF he is sincerely saying all these for my brother's good, I will shake his hand, give him a hug and even a kiss! BUT!!!!! He is not!!!!! From his tone, from his facial expression, it is so damn bloody obvious he is flauting!!! Trying to tell me " Hey man look! I am having a much better control over your brother than you!". Later he went on saying "ok! As a player, your brother is indispensible, he is a very good player!" I was like... Do I need you to tell me that??????? No!!! I know how good he is... U think you are the only one??? You see!!! He is damn cunning lah!!!! Scold scold scold, but at the end of the day.. Just one simple, don't-need-to-be-responsible-of-it sentence, makes him realised that "hey! There is somebody who thinks highly of me!" Especially at this age... this just easily make my brother go cloud nine... This is what I would classify as 很會收買人心.

After that, he said "I heard you were Arts." I told him "yes! NUS Arts." (so??)
"oh~ I graduated from Arts as well.. about erm.. 3 yrs ago..." *roll eyes* SO??? LIKE I CARE??? Trying to find some sort of common ground so that we can talk in a less agressive tone?? Not a chance!!!
I replied "oh~ So you are from SA as well?" He said "oh~ I am not.. I was from HC, I am not an old boy, just here to help-out out of interest and doing a friend's favour " Ha!!! Gotcha!! Guess we have nothing much to talk about since you are not from SA!! And I dun give it a damn where you are from?? All I know is, you have seriously intruded into my young brother's life and as a resulf caused disturbance to MY FAMILY!!! And THIS is NOT something I am capable of tolerating!!! IF situation gets worse, I guess I will meet him again!!! And it will not be a "talk" anymore~

Whew~~~ Ok!! Now I feel super SHUANG!! Ok!! Back to my countdown timer...
倒數陣亡: 4天
倒數重生: 7天

Wahaha~~ Does it sounds like the resurrection of Jesus? hehe~~ Purely coincidential...

2006-04-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

Went to Sam's blog and saw that she posted this:

第35750篇回應：怪獸來自 221.136.80.185 貼於 2006-04-15 05:35:06
五月天

從取名字的開始很荒謬地沒幫它定任何意義
以至於到七年後的現在
還是有很多的解釋

誰的一個樂團?
五個人的樂園?
你與我的回憶?
我們的未來?

過去與現在
現在與未來

一但有了夢想的翅膀就飛吧
飛向屬於你的天空
哪怕摔的粉身碎骨
痛快之餘又何懼之有?

音樂是什麼?
其實我們都不清楚
而我努力地探索著...

單飛與團體?
且讓我無聊地說一句

關我屁事...

http://www.imayday.com/board/hotboard/see.php?oneid=

Yeah man... I have been very slow~ Late by 5 days... Many have been toking about it on their blogs, ptt and forum... Initially din wanna say anything because I dun wanna think about it... Esp. after the long talk we had last sat-sun... I really feel that the issue is no longer about Ashin 單飛 or not... To me... It is... 我這些日子以來支持的到底是個什麽人啊？？？Kao... Super disappointed in myself....
Lots and lots of people (including myself of course) do not wish Ashin to go on his own.. cos it will sort of break up the spirit Mayday pocess as a whole... I agree... But... yes.. there is a but.....
But I will not go further... If not people will think that I am being bias towards Ashin again...
Now I can see misconceptions everywhere... Its up to you all to think, to say...

But to those in my traid.... Esp. those who were there from sat-sun, I really mean wat I said~ Initially I was just joking... but now... I realised its not so much of a joke... Everything just died down... everything just collapsed.... I wanna thank you guys for letting me see the bigger picture...

The bottom line now is......
單飛與團體?
真的已經不關我的事了...
要單飛的就儘管去吧~
當然，如果你們還惦記著“五月天”這個名號，
還珍惜這些年的友誼，
心裏還有我們這堆支持者的話，
我會期待著把熒光棒換成拐杖的那一天。

2006-04-19T17:39:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!!! This post is to ask if there's anybody who wants to get the new series of 明星商品!!!
Since I will be going Hong Kong FH, and they are Supposed to be selling it over there~~~
Do let me know if you guys wanna get any t-shirts or any other stuff k?? Den can save on the freight~

Oh! Den will the 明星商品 be in NT$ or HKD?? erm... ok nvm lah! You guys will still be paying me in SGD mah~~ ^_^

ok~ great 6 more days to exams... And I am not prepared AT ALL!!! dunno how... Just cannot concentrate and no mood!!!! :(((

To all my friends who are having exams as well, all the best!!!! and GREAT LUCK!!! I realised good luck is no longer enough... as for me, I need FABULOUS LUCK!!

讓一切歸零，在這聲巨響

2006-04-16T08:43:00.000+08:00

在我進入睡夢前，我只想說，過去的 12個小時我過得很愉快，聊得很自在。謝謝你們。
可是我此刻心情很沉。我知道如果在這裡說一些東西，很多人會反對。所以細節我不提了。
我只希望一覺醒來，一切就像是過眼雲煙。希望在這些風風雨雨之後，一切還是退回原狀。
雖然並不可能。
Dear GOD, 我沒有什麽偉大的夢想，有的只是一堆微不足道的瑣碎的願望。這就是其中之一。Can?

2006-04-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with a friend from Taiwan, she was the one who bought Happy Birth Day~
Although we've never met, we somehow can chat quite abit~ I am really sad that she is not able to go HK Final Home just because she cannot find company... I thought we can actually finally meet up... :((( And although we only chatted on msn, I believe she's really a very nice, helpful and hard-working girl~ same age as me... Really hope to meet up with her in near future.

I almost forgot how we actually got to know each other.... Until she reminded me about this:
http://maydaysg.suddenlaunch2.com/index.cgi?board=chineseboard&action=display&num=1111591573
I actually helped her in doing a translation more than a year ago. And its only recently that she said that its actually her term paper~

Looking back, I am actually quite satisfied with this translation :ppppp haha~~ In fact I am like a 3rd person reading it... And I believe I am now not able to do it anymore... Why? I dunno...
Somehow I am too tired... I dun even remember what took me the time and effort to help her in the 1st place... Will there be one day I will just be tired about everything that I no longer know what's there in life I am interested in anymore?
Who knows... I hope not... 如果真的這樣，那還不如死了算了...

But one thing I know for sure, 我變了...
Dunno if it's for the better, I just hope its not for the worse.

2006-04-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

Wat a day man!!! Nearly accident...
Some car actually almost crash into mine ><
I was on the right most lane, driving towards NUS on Clementi... Den suddenly, this stupid car on my left got closer.. I thought it was just being a little unstable... But it got even CLOSER!!! So close that I have to do a sudden break to let it pass me... and of course together with the break, I gave a honk of my life!! Luckily there wasn't any car behind me, if not, thats it.... And IF i wasn't alert enough, THAT'S IT!!!

After the honk, the car den swirl back to its lane... the driver actually had his hand out of the window and say sorry to me... Den when I drove pass him, gave him a glare!! By right, I should forgive him since there's a P plate on that car... But when I saw him... seriously, he dun look like he just got his liscense man...

Now... tell me... Women can't drive?? You think Men can meh???

Something my instructor told me while I took my driving lessons..
車禍是因爲兩個都不小心。
只要其中一個是小心的，車禍是不會發生的。

So to all those who drive, bear this in mind yah? To me, its really helpful!! ;D

Happy Happy Happy

2006-04-08T02:48:00.000+08:00

heeheehee~~~
Like my title suggest!! I am HAPPY!!! woohoo!!! hahaha....
For past few weeks haven't been really happy~~ due to the stress of all the deadlines...
Although exams are near, I am worried, I am HAPPY!!!
I really understood why issit that ppl make less and less friends as they get older~
I am thankful with those that I have now.
Well, actually ALOT of things can make me happy. Haha~~
But its really been quite awhile since I actually had this feeling.. So you can imagine how bad my past weeks had been...
But its ok!! For I am now HAPPY!!! ;DDD

生命到底是什麽？你能告訴我嗎？

It's been awhile...

能不能

Hi！ 普通朋友.

此刻的心情

5th Sep 2008

黃佩蓉，你真的很難搞耶!

I did it

It's been a while

A Overseas Trip I enjoyed LEAST

6 more days to Taiwan

只要真心地付出，幸福就會來敲門?

久別重逢的一位故人

快要結束了

突然很想見到你 - 我是幸運的

Before a long and far trip

《明白》 詞：？ 曲：？

離開地球表面 -- 詞：阿信 曲：阿信

不要再跟我說攝影/拍照會影響表演者的心情這種廢話!!!

5月31號 - 6月3號 -- 史上最強新加坡美食觀光團

5月31號 - 6月3號 -- 史上最強新加坡美食觀光團

5月31號 - 6月3號 -- 史上最強新加坡美食觀光團

JUMP! 離開地球表面世界巡迴演唱會 -- 5月5號 香港紅磡

A new Beginning

NOT IN TOWN

===中場休息===

8）快樂很偉大

9）忘詞

10）寵上天

11) 米老鼠

12) 一千個世紀

總結陳詞

Summary

A Big Dilemma

ABC concert (a very childish entry)

蓋世英雄 ROUND 1

洩憤之章

A Summary

I am surprise how many sluts I have met in just 1 night.

25/06/2006 久久一則報

I found a job!!!

A past memory

第三百話

24小時

華麗的字眼底下，原來都只是製造美夢的謊言

Hong Kong Trip Part 3 -- Final Home Encore 篇

Hong Kong Trip Part 2 -- Final Home 正場篇

Hong Kong Trip Part 1 -- Hotel and Tour 篇

Just a few words

!(*@!&@^#@#)@*(#^()@!)@&$(

讓一切歸零，在這聲巨響

Happy Happy Happy

Hi！普通朋友.

《明白》詞：？曲：？

離開地球表面 -- 詞：阿信曲：阿信

JUMP! 離開地球表面世界巡迴演唱會 -- 5月5號香港紅磡

!(@!&@^#@#)@(#^()@!)@&$(